Well, here we are Six moons later You probably believe I am the traitor Lack of words describe How I feel But believe me, baby It's all too real If you looked me in the eye Would you see the truth How I cry For the loss of your youth Part of me died You'll never understand How much I cried If I wrote you a letter Would you throw it away? If I read this poem Would you believe what I say? Because you left towards the cold My side remains untold Never to be heard Not even one word No, you will never understand How I feel But you have the stars above you And they sing "I love you"
It wraps around your heart And whispers temptation in your ear You nod mindlessly as Its pours down your throat So easy, like honey Your soul steps out of your body And your filled with cheap happiness Which quickly fades to sadness and anger All of a sudden you're alone Crying to the stars for love But all they do is laugh at you You cry for hope But all is gone The moon reflects on the clears bottles You see yourself frowning At this demon That entered your body though a bottle Someone comes to help But they fall down And stay there You close your eyes And wish your mind would adjust When the sun rises Your soul has re-entered your body Your mouth tastes of vile Your hair is a tangled mess And you have lost a shoe The cleat ****** sun shines on your friends They are also waking up You stand up and brush the dust and dead grass off you And ask yourself the question you can already answer What happened last night?
I sat alone Waiting for you Morning much colder than stone Sky still turning blue My breath came in clouds And hung in the air Time passed And you still weren't there Smoke rises in curls Perfectly formed swirls Even flowers die I wish I knew why Because we live in a world so fast Nothing beautiful will last Golden leaves fall to the ground You left me waiting to be found Don't think you will last forever It has never been done You think you're standing in the light Then down goes the sun
What have I done? I have wrecked everyone I became a fool trying to play it cool Please dear, won't you see I wasn't trying to save only me I hope you like it in the snow I feel down and I just want you to know Your unsaid words stab me in the heart My one action tore our lives apart I wish I never did the things you said I wish these troubles would leave my head They sent you away Darling, I don't know what to say You should never had gone Darling, Why did you pay for my wrong?
I love you, I love you, I die, I die. Fill my heart, No don't try! What is love? I don't know I love the wet grass I love the stars glow Leave me not Quench my thirst With you, Potential shall burst But the one thing I do so fear do I love you, or just the idea?