Cyrel Villanueva: Poems

Cyrel Villanueva Apr 2014

Behind those colors
Is a heart that sorrowfully cries
Behind those talkative mouth
Is the pain she can’t scream and shout,
Behind those happy go lucky faces
Are the doubts that sorround her empty spaces.

She’s living in darkness
But no one sees her heartaches
She smile as if there’s no problem
Even deep inside she don’t know how to handle
Her heart is in deep pain
Her life is drowned by the rain
Her smile is already a vain
Yet everybody thinks she’s just insane

When will people see her tears?
Tears that kept in her eyes for so many years
When will people feel her pain?
Her true happiness is so hard to gain.

I can’t Reach You

Cyrel Villanueva Oct 2013

I can’t Reach You

You’re like the moon in the sky
I can’t reach You, You’re so high
All I can do is to stare at you
While you keep on looking to another view

You’re near yet I can’t hold
It’s like you’re so precious as gold
You’re with me yet I can’t talk
Hearing your voice I want to soak

Why you’re so so high?
And all I can do is to sigh
Looking at you from a secret view
Hurts me knowing that I can’t have YOU.

I can’t Reach You

Cyrel Villanueva Apr 2014

I can’t Reach You

You’re like the moon in the sky
I can’t reach You, You’re so high
All I can do is to stare at you
While you keep on looking to another view

You’re near yet I can’t hold
It’s like you’re so precious as gold
You’re with me yet I can’t talk
Hearing your voice I want to soak

Why you’re so so high?
And all I can do is to sigh
Looking at you from a secret view
Hurts me knowing that I can’t have YOU.

I Never Know

Cyrel Villanueva Oct 2013

I Never Know

Doubts that surround me
Stop me from believing baby
Hated a promise of eternity
Coz I know no one is worthy

I can’t just give my trust
Love is easily blown like a dust
Being faithful is always a must
Yet men always do lust.

When will I trust again?
Who of them will still remain?
How will I stop from being insane?
I never know it’s hard to tell.

Just For A While

Cyrel Villanueva Oct 2013

Just For A While

Just for a while,stay beside me..
Beside me to make me happy
Happy enough to forget my envy
Envy in my heart so hard to carry.

                                                                      Just for a while,don’t walk away
                                                                      Don’t ignore these feelings I can’t say
                                                                      Maybe I can’t get the chance everyday
                                                                      I will still care even it hurts,come what may.

                                                                      Just for a while,please close your eyes
                                                                      I just want to feel the fake paradise
                                                                      Wanting to let go of my feelings in disguise
                                                                      Before I utter my broken goodbyes

Just For A While

Cyrel Villanueva Oct 2013

Just For A While

Just for a while, stay beside me.
Beside me to make me happy
Happy enough to forget my envy
Envy in my heart so hard to carry.

Just for a while, don’t walk away
Don’t ignore these feelings I can’t say
Maybe I can’t get the chance everyday
I will still care even it hurts, come what may.

Just for a while, please close your eyes
I just want to feel the fake paradise
Wanting to let go of my feelings in disguise
Before I utter my broken goodbyes

Just like crossing the PEDESTRIAN LANE

Cyrel Villanueva Apr 2014

Just like crossing the PEDESTRIAN LANE

Crossing the roads, risking my hopes.
waiting for the light to reach its point.

Walking in the night, asking for guide
leaving my heart to the one unkind.

I am like crossing a pedestrian lane.
hoping someday someone lend a hand to lead my way.
looking forward in the middle of the road.
Still dreaming, hoping and searching for something to hold.

Love is like a pedestrian lane
You don't know when to ease the pain,
Just like crossing the pedestrian lane.
waiting for the perfect timing to avoid,
bursting feelings that will be forever untold

Time Will Tell

Cyrel Villanueva Oct 2013

Time Will Tell

Waiting for the right guy,
Always hurt by rush goodbye
My heart is always on stand by
Yet I can’t find the perfect hi.

Many of them made me happy
Some left me and made me silly
Few of them promised me an eternity
But no one proved that they are worthy.

I am tired of waiting and waiting
Much more on painful crying
When will my heart for once bell?
Only God and time can tell.

Unspoken Love

Cyrel Villanueva Oct 2013

Unspoken Love

I’ve like you from the start
Yet always tore it apart
Every time I’m fallen
You let my heart broken
I know my feelings are unspoken
A glimpse of you is always stolen
Pains in my heart are unseen
Tears of hurt are bursting within,
But you heard and seen nothing
I keep on staring at you
Watching your sweetest view
Suddenly I looked afar
‘Coz your smile leaves a scar.

— The End —