The universe can't handle it. I'm not sure I can either for I am tied to said universe by the dark matter. Dark matters consume me and I consume the matter. Deeply so that it becomes nothing but a swirl of parting water. A jumble that is. In the jumble is where the rest comes in. You see its like a knot that was tied at the beginning. As the rest comes and goes the beginning is but a memory. A reflection of what was to come. The mirror is foggy with steam that resulted from the passion among my thoughts. If reaction could catch its reflection. It wouldn't be so uncontrolled. The reflection of the mind is merely a heap of energy reacted by a spark of nothing among dark matters. This all came from nothing. Literally speaking. Watch your step

The wake lies before me and I'm stuck paddling like a dog.
Panting and out of breath and my breath does not cease to be taken.
If I could be taken, if I could be taken and have my choice of where to go.
Believe me you don't want to know. The fields would get me high just from the sight. The night sky ever so beautifully explodes and I just begin my life.
These words these dreams am I dreaming?
Dreaming again perhaps but I don't want to wake up this time.
Touch my face again, it's almost real. But not quite enough.
These dreams these thoughts they are perpetual in their circular paths.
Almost predictable.
This was unprecedented. I didn't think I had this in me. And i don't think I have it in me for me to even consider me.
Can't place any blame. Period. human nature is far from natural