My heart is at war
War with my mind
Why is it so hard
A answer to find

My heart tells me one thing
My mind says another
I wish I could end this war
This war inside of me

This war has got me shaken
Wondering what is real
Does he love me
Or am I just another girl

This battle going on with me
I need it to stop
So what do I listen to
My mind or my heart

Love is a river
Open and free.
I can't believe
He was meant for me.

He came into my life
So sudden so fast
Who would of thought
He's help me get over my past.

He is my soulmate
God sent him to me
So I could love like a river
Open and free.

With a knife
You cut me down
My lifeless cold body
You have found

Hanging there
From a rope
Not a word
Not even a note

You caused my pain
You caused my sorrow
No longer
Is there tomorrow

I went to be with
The angels in the sky
So you could no longer
Make me cry

Fear of judgement
Fear of doom
Fear of never
Being enough for you

Fear of heart break
Fear of not understanding
Fear is what
Has my body shaking

Fear that oneday
You will leave me to
Fear is controlling me
What can I do

This fear has
A strong hold on me
This fear is what
Making my life unhappy

Sometimes the pain
It's hard to bear.
Somethings in life
You just can't share.

I feel like my heart
Has been ripped wide open.
All these wounds
Are taking to much time for closing.

This world is hard
It's so **** cruel.
Sometimes I think
What am I to do.

Nightly I ask God
Take me from here.
Because sometimes the pain
Is to hard to bear.

I have thought
Of taking it
Taking my life.
But honestly that choice
That is not right.

Sometimes the pain
Is to hard to bear.
Somethings in life
You just can't share.

You are the wind
That warm gentle breeze.
You are the man
That sweeps me off my feet.

You are the stars
Tha light up the sky.
You are the man
I forever want in my life.

You are the sun
That feeling of warmth.
You are the man
Who will bring me no harm.

You are the grass
When it is the morning dew.
You are the man
Who knows exactly what to do.

You are the snow
When it first touches down.
You are the man
I always want around.

You are the future
The best part of me.
You are the man
The man of my dreams.

It breaks my heart
Because I feel we are drifting apart.
You say it is not true.
But we don't talk like we use to do.

I know it has been hard.
And I want to do my part.
So I will keep on loving you.
Until you say we are through.

I never want to let you go.
Without you this world can be so cold.
So until you say we're through.
I'm just gonna keep on loving you.