Cruz Krish

Cruz Krish Jun 2012

Don’t, don’t touch me,I can’t believe you hurl next to me trying to harass me.
Wasn’t it enough that we exchanged our vows in matrimony,
And you frotted off to another woman’s sack the day that you met me.
Remember how we met, all head over heels for you, happy that you made a commitment; talking and jazzing it up leaving our conversations unrested.
We travelled the world, but you left me behind and travelled with words,yes you.
You left me behind thinking I was deaf, blind and unnerved, you lied.
You were a liar, a thief and a drunk all mashed into one.
Oh how monogamy changed you!

Our child came, she was beautiful but you didn’t turn up in the delivery room.
Who was there to support me? I gave birth; you gave me no backbone.
She grew up, you grew too and I stayed still working my life away incessantly.

Appreciation? No.
Depreciation? Yes.

You moved away thinking you could get away,
you took her away from me and into your care, but there was no care.
Now I was stuck in another country trying to support this family, but who do I find out you were caring so eerily? Another woman who underestimated me, spending the money I sent for my daughter in her education, for her own reclamations.

When I went home she was estranged from me,
oh how she’ll hug me next to daylight just to get a whiff of my scent.
We played, we fooled, I showed her what it is to be a lady, but I didn’t know the worse of it as she was being held hostage, clammed up into a little shell having no hope and no glory by those that I left her behind with the trusted reveries.

Cruz Krish Jun 2012

My Bestest

I spend the day with you and I am blown away.
Babe you know you’re my one and only, the heart and soul to my lonely.
You keep me grounded and unmasked,
bust this into a rhythm and I miss our marks,
yeah we made our marks, we made our sparks.
We keep going till the morn’; sunset till dawn, no stopping us now cos there’s no limit to our fuzz.
Flex your guns and we’ll shoot up high through the milky moonlight on the vanilla sky.
One day we’ll make it big, living it up in the city lights, giving a **** about the justice that is held captive by the carcasses tides.
WE ARE THE HEROES, WE DIE TOGETHER, WE LIVE TOGETHER;
no hater’s gonna hate cos it’s just you AND me against the whole world and I ain’t losing you.
Forever we’ll be living it up in our hometown glory, this ain’t no gory JUST PURE GLORY. Freedom to all and rejoice!

Cruz Krish Jun 2012

Untamed Demise

I kiss the rain and recall thy blame, of the one I cannot name who is in pain and is insane.
Allow me not to sour over you no more or linger in vain, as I cannot account for what you’ve done it was painfully disdain.
So far away I leap from you,
I let go and I grow.
Cower was your power over me, bunted by your insufficient explanation of your aleck that kept me caged, carped and frugal.
With your haste I bare you not our child but that of a black blade that I craned, and I killed. I killed you.
You scraped me of my honor and took away my aim to stay high and live a life.

Cruz Krish Jun 2012

Yesterday

We had fun yesterday didn’t we;
you and I with our coy smiles and dazed eyes.
You hit me hard with every kiss you spun,
and babe you know what, I was stunned.
I couldn’t keep up with you but with every move you gestured
I followed along and hoped to God that it would measure.
I find you adorable and I couldn’t help smiling at every wince you gave me.
I hope this would last us awhile because I’m scared I might break you.
…And I don’t wanna give you because I still want to have you.

Cruz Krish Jun 2012

Fleet

Time to say goodbye to the one that was.
To the many who had faith in us.
The one who carried us through.
In to the arms of an angel he flew,
and dove off on the light of the misogyny.
Goodbye my love, as if it was yesterday you were my everything.
Into the light I say my peace to you.
Forever more, forever not lost, the feeling of love I felt from you.
A part of was, we've come apart.
Fleet.

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