Understanding what inside,
I've always tried to hide,
The anger and hatred behind my pride.

Realizing what I've done,
Hiding from myself I've run,
For escaping reality that can be fun.

Lurking in the shadows I've watched,
Friends and families enjoying life untouched,
Zealous I grew and emotions I've brushed.

Now of 20 I see why,
As a kid I've felt derived,
For life for me was a Lie.

Hatred in the heart came untwined,
Releasing all my heart and pride,
Only to find in its place I cried.....

The heart of pure love from which from I'd hide.

Fallen down from heavens light,
A world of which is filled with blight.
Again to see humanity,
We see the world fall in a calamity.
From then we see the dark arise,
For it's power is more than we derived.
Take arms against this abominable wave,
Only to see brothers and sisters slain.
In shadows we remain,
Only to wait for our bane.
From existence we erase,
Ourselves from this accursed wake.

Romance is key,
Romance I need.
Forever alone,
To fix this atone.
Hurt and Neglect,
Ashamed of what was said.
I face the fact I am broke,
With these words I must choke,
For me Romance is always Broke.

Poison is humanities water,
For those of sin begin to slaughter.
All in death and hell combined,
no mercy from even those divined.
Destruction awaits no being,
for it is controlled by all who are fiends.
This world we live is ours alone,
so why must I awake and be born.