I can not help but to feel the way I feel
Love is what drives me
feeds me
brings me in every direction
up
down
  and all around
tell me
   you
do not feel the same

your my kryptonite
your touch creeps in like poison
sending chills down my spine
slowly erodes my being
call me ms. two face
i tell you i dislike your ****
but i feen for it
i need your poison running through
me to feel like i'm here
just for a moment
being that villain
i feel Alive

You live your life and wander in a world full of faces
You ignore their existence
You grow to hate
But why we all live a struggle
    the daily life of why me another bump in the road
We all bare the same story of not knowing where and what to do on this Earth
How should I live my life
Should I jump into the unknown
Or will I live unnoticed
We can't just be ghosts
We all must wake up and see the light in ourselves
We hold the power
We all know the greatness
     we are just afraid to use it

Some things change
One thing I thought
    was so painful
thought I could never
  move on
    thought that
heartache would always
feel the same
thought I would always
  feel that pain
Now I wonder....
   Do I wanna lose that
       pain?

I see your eyes piercing me
I can't accept it
  Your laughing
I grab your neck
Squeeze as tight as I can
But you never lose a breath
  You keep living  
And I'm the one
    Gasping for air
Pulling out my hair
Tormented inside
   can't eat
     can't sleep
       can't see
It was my decision
Why am I the one not able to move on
I start to live and
          I Choke