could you be anymore
thoughtless
truthless
careless??
i can't breathe around you
because you're waiting for a pin drop
the wrong way
turning it into the wrong way
can't there be a way
away
go away
far away
there's nothing left here
except looking over my shoulder
watching and waiting for it to be over
i can hear you panting for me to
slip up
mess up
miss you..

i feel terrible..
not just bad..
but terrible
has anyone ever told you
"i'm going to **** myself.. because of you"
everyone tells you..
"don't feel badly.. he's trying to scare you..
trying to get to you"
how does that not get to you?
how can you bring yourself not to believe it..?
not to tear yourself down?
this is a life.
this is someone you loved
this was someone who just a few months ago
you couldn't live without..
but then showed their true colors
and you left..
can you really leave?
are you ever really gone?

i miss you
all day everyday
i'm wasting away
a piece of my heart
melts
drifts
disappears
my chest aches
a cavity
a hole
a gaping hole!
i can feel it..
it feels so hollow
and scary
so much wasted time.
i can't get it back
i need more
i'm chasing more
why can't i have more?!
Forever
Always
Memories
Irreplaceable
Love
Years wasted..