I've' sunken to the bottom
stuck there like cement
losing control
desperate for light
fighting for my will
to get to the top of the water
and finish of my life

the beauty within is icy cold
the beauty without is fresh and springy
the beauty within is dead and lacking
the beauty without is less than you are thinking

i want time to escape the world
everything in it as well
i want time to spend
without drama
i want time to
be me with out thinking once about
what other people think
i want time
and time is slowly
slipping
away

left
right
center
what should i choose
bold thin or italic
which will it be
public private draft
who could think
mys perspective or someone  else's
who knows
who cares

the flash of light
the sound that echoes in the stadium
the crowd of people trying to get to you
the way you act int front of cameras
the way you are followed by thousands
and the way you mostly cant stand it

head to toe you dont like what you see
from forehead to chin you dont want to be
from chest to ancle i wan to be you
from heel to toe
i want to be new

breathing in filling up my lungs
breathing out letting air escape
breathing in feeding my body
breathing out giving it a chance
breathing in its not working
air resisting to be in my body
now im gone
now im done

you spend most of the time fighting
not really caring
you shout at each other your voices blaring
you then realize realize the time you have
and then care in way you should've

we talk like theres no tomorrow
we act like we are unstoppable
we dance like we have brand new legs
we sing like we are amazing new pop stars
and care like we are sisters
thats why i call you my best friend

what would happen if i said this?
what would happen if i pull this face?
what will happen if i didn't do this?
what would happen if i had done this action?
in the end what would happen?