It's not far
Your lies
Do you care
Look into my eyes
Tell me the truth
Don't lie to me
Is this you I see
Do I now you
I think I do
It's not fair
You lie

22 days until I'm out the door
Leaveing forever
Not coming back
I'm leaving my life behind
I will have to recreate myself
I fit in here but now in leaving
So terrified that I'll be a misfit
I just hope I fit in
Get excepted for being me
Saying goodbye is looming
And my nerves heat booms
My pulse thumping in my head
I don't want to say goodbye
But I have to
So I'll just make my last 22 days count

Tell me your feelings let me in
I'm knocking on your door
I'm here for you always
Tell me if your ok
I'm here for you stubbornly waiting
You know I'll keep asking until you say
So just tell me straight out in the first place
I know soon we will be divided
Painfully ripped apart
That's my fault, I'm sorry
But why should I be
It's not like were best friends

I feel useless, unimportant, not wanted
I feel pain, anger, sorrow
I fell weak, stupid, mental
I feel tears rolling down my cheeks
I feel anger boiling in my chest
I feel so sad, unhappy, depressed
I feel hate towards you, but also love
I'm  confused, unsure which turn to take

The wind in the trees
Leaves rustling in the breeze
Water rushing down the river
So cold it makes you shiver
Nature is so beautiful
So fresh, so new
The sun is shining
Just like you

Talk to me
I'm losing you
Help me
I don't want to
I watch you smile
While I frown
I watch you laugh
While I drown

The light went out
I can't see in the dark
For help I shout
No one comes
I begin to doubt