My life has not been taken by its owner like I thought
I'm glad I'm still here because life has gotten better
My hope has gotten stronger
I will survive, I will stand strong
Although I think the worst is over I doubt that it is, I just hope I have people like you guys to stop me falling into a grave dug by myself
You kept my life, your my motivation to survive, I stand here today because of my friends, family and teachers
Thank you for not burying me

Your happy smile
Your darkened heart
Your emotions deep
I can't understand
Your so much like me
You act a clown to hide it
As I do
That's why you aren't my friend
Your my saviour

You help me stay here
You keep me alive
You are the light at the end of a dark tunnel
You are not a friend
You are my saviour
And soon you will be snatched from me

Up and down we go on this ride
Sometimes I think I want it to end but then I look at you and think would I really want to lose her
I don't think I've ever really wanted to see you go that's why I cry when we fight, smile when you say you care, fell warm when you hug me and fell cold when you don't
Missing you was always going to be but I just can't see myself smile with out you on my arm

I'm confused
I'm unsure of who you are
Your words cut deeper than you think
I don't now if your words are true
All I know is that your you
I can't change who you are
I'm not even going to try
My only question is why?
Why do you mess me around
Just give me a message loud and clear
Tell me so I can hear

Fire in my soul
Death in my eyes
My enemy is me
This I dispise

You keep me on the edge
You hold me there
You don't let me fall
I know that you care

I cry inside
There emotion will hide
I can not let you in
It's to dark to sad
I'm sorry I love you
People close to me get hurt
But the closest to me sink with me