If love is an ocean
then you are the waves
and I am drowning

It was too hard to tell you I missed you
so I carved each letter into my skin
and hoped you'd pull up my sleeve
but you never did

I kissed a girl
and her lips tasted like a July summer
but we all know summer fades into fall
and as the leaves fall apart and die
we will too

On the night that I thought I could stop missing you
I went to that party that I said I wouldn't go to
and I drank more drink than I knew I had
I kissed those girls with the empty eyes and mouths that tasted like smoke
questioning why it felt wrong
until I realised that taste was yours
and ******* did I feel alone

(You) told me you loved me
but we both know you (didn't)
and I wanted to (show) you how much better I could be
but I realised it wouldn't make (a) difference
and I still (care)
because you were it (for) me
you were the one for (me)
and I say I don't miss you (at all)
but I do
I love you
Please come back