A rollercoaster ride,
A trip of pride,
Tipping acid,
Tripping lies,
Lost in an act,
A perfect trap,
Never found,
In a criminals pact,
You'll lose your life,
You'll lose your soul,
When your masked assessment,
Takes its toll,
Breathing stops,
And eyes connect,
That moment of loss,
When lives first met,
Broken pieces,
Of puzzles burnt,
We cut our pieces,
To fix the hurt,
Forcing places,
That do not fit,
So we breath in deep,
And take a hit,
Take a pull,
The smoke will help,
Forget the world,
A souls new health,
Take on a lesson,
To past the test,
Doomed to fail,
Even at your best,
Holding a hand,
Connects the soul,
Hearts bring back,
Emotions of old,
Coursed to meet,
By fates true hand,
Crossing oceans,
Irrelevant lands,
Star crossed found,
By stars new light,
To lie together,
And watch the night,
The curtains close,
The acting ends,
Less than love,
More than friends,
Backstage we are real,
As the props strip away,
There's no more lines to learn,
No more acts to play,
Make up gone,
Masks put down,
You see my smiles,
You see my frowns,
We know our lines,
As we've played our roles,
But enough with the lies,
Its taken its toll,
Found someone real,
Nothing left to hide,
Seen every pieces of the soul,
Each broken piece inside,
The pieces fit,
A first place of safety,
Relaxed in truth,
Nothing left that's cagey,
Changed few of life,
A heart at large,
To make two hearts meet,
And cause this electric charge…

She stands in the corner;
Tear stains on her eyes;
Another mans come and gone;
Another's ruined her life;
She's accepted every hurt;
She accepted every pain;
She thought each one would be different;
But each one turned out the same;
She accepted every circumstance,
See now as she was growing up;
Her parents didn't show her right,
She never really saw love;
But I mean would expect any different?
From a kid who's never even seen her parents kiss.
Never shared a bed, never even shared a room;
Its like the day never existed when either of them said "I do";
Her parents made three children; And that's where all the hope ends;
Felt like her parents weren't married;
Heck, they where barely friends;
She dreams of her day in her white dress,
If she can ever move on from this mess;
No guy ever rose above;
Never taught what it meant to be loved;
She's suspicious of every smile;
Like every kind person wants to make her run a mile;
The sharks smell the blood of a busted heart;
So they lie to her, write a script, play the part;
Take what they want, then they simply up and go;
Never felt a thing after breaking down her soul;
She's vulnerable and they use it to their advantage;
And the amount of decent guys seem to be in shortage;
Busted and broken, she's crying lying on the floor;
Doesn't even know what her body's worth anymore;
Tears running down her face and her make up;
The words engraved on her heart are "I hate love";
Cuz every person always did her the wrong way;
So she'll revel in pain and let the songs play;
She talks herself down before they even have a chance;
She's hearing the music, but she's never even been asked to dance;
So if you need her, you'll find her out looking for love;
In all the wrong places, broken wings of the purest dove;
Any affection means nothing to her anymore;
Cuz every man who spoke of love, up and left and locked the door…

Its dripping its dripping,
My blood my ink,
To afraid to write,
To afraid to speak,
Someone could hear,
Someone might see,
That who you are,
Is not who you pretend to be,
The smiles are fake,
The laughter's not real,
You've forgotten joy,
Or how happiness feels,
A razor to wrist,
Blood to a page,
Put my soul into poems,
That live in a cage,
Standing alone,
Have you ever felt cold?
Slicing the heat,
When you're bleeding alone,
I deserve it I deserve it,
Mirror mirror can't you see?
The things you reflect of who I am,
Is exactly what's killing me,
The scale is a monster,
I'm hungry beyond words,
But I will not eat, I will not eat,
I will fit into this world,
I simply want to be pretty,
The barcode is what's in,
There is no love for people like me,
The only thing wanted is thin,
The voice is a constant sound,
"You're fat, you're ugly, you *****"
I have to psych myself up,
Just to step outside the door,
Its easy to say "You're Pretty"
But not pretty enough,
The internal strength of broken glass,
When the world is just too tough.
Have you ever spent your evening,
Forcing your finger down your throat?
Its because saying the fat kid likes someone,
Is the punchline of the joke,
I'm seeing spots I'm seeing spots,
But I'm seeing them with a smile,
The blood loss and starvation,
Have been waiting for awhile,
No one will ever see beauty,
In my body or in me,
Unless their deaf, stupid, or drunk,
Or simply cannot see,
Its difficult to believe,
I could ever be worth loving,
When the only thing I've ever heard,
Is how I'm seen as disgusting,
Its painful but just maybe,
If I keep going as I am,
When I'm at the point of passing out,
I'll be good enough for man,
Not all actresses are beautiful,
Because I act quite well,
And even my own mind kills me,
Either way I'll be in hell…