I hang my heart. I hang my soul. I hang my feelings. I hang my thoughts. I hang my loneliness. I hang my head and cry. I hang my sorrows. I hang everything but myself.

I'm losing hope in friends. I lost hope in their trust. Lost hope in my family. I have lost hope in myself. I am losing hope in everyone.

I hide behind a fake smile. I hide my shyness to more open to others. I hide my feelings of love. I hide my emotions so no one worried about me. I hide my dark side. I show my happy side. There is more to hide and less to show about me.

I have been though the dream world. I have been though the lost of my first love. I have been though so many things, but most importantly I have been through the mansion. I went through so many time loops and I have messed up so many times. I saw all my friends die every new time loop. I try to save all my friends, yet they all end up dying. I took my chances and locked up my friends to face the best. I died in the second time loop. Everyone lost their minds but Germany lost his the most. He lost his best friend he ever had. I have seen Holy Rome again. My friends help me remember everything. I am connected to my brother, he knows me more than anyone else. Every clock broken, sent us fake memories. There is to many Oni's. I want to get out of this mansion with all my friends. Every death I see I grow more and more insane. Which is the correct time loop to set us all free. I can't smile anymore. Over and over again I tried to save them and failed. Rewind the clock to save them. When will we get out? How many time loops do I have to go through to save them all? When will this end?! Brake all the clock, use the journal, save your friends, and stay alive with each time loop. Never enter the mansion.

I'm the friend who always hide behind a big smile everyday, I'm the friend who always look happy and has nothing wrong with their family. I'm the one who hides behind a fake laugh instead of shedding tears. I'm the one who doesn't act depressed everyday so someone can pay attention to me and ask if I am ok. I'm that friend you call annoying for no reason or a reason you do have. I'm that friend that is hard to love, and hard show love to another. I'm the one who is easily broken. I'm that friend that helps others smile and get nothing in return to help me smile. I'm the friend who doesn't ask for much in return, just your friendship. I'm the one who only as a few friends and just know a lot of people. I'm the one who has an attitude problem with their family. I'm the one who always feels lonely no matter where I am or who I am with. I'm the one who listens to depressing songs alone and happy songs around others. I'm the friend who struggles in school but doesn't show it. I'm the one who works hard. I'm the one who looks beautiful but doesn't care. I'm the one who doesn't need make up to make me better about myself. I am the one who hides behind their hair. I'm the one who disappoints everyone. I'm the one who is always hiding my emotions from others because I know they won't really care. I'm the one who want to run away but can't because someone will notice. I'm the who hides, never ask from help when in trouble or hurt, gets called annoying by friends and family, and lonely. I hide behind a smile because nobody cares about how I feel. It's a strong smile because no one see it is fake and that I am broken inside.