i could feel pain in my dream
i would woke up
with a shaky breath
sweating from head to feet
remembering the pain that i felt
in my dream

i would dream about being stabbed
and then i could feel it
the pain of thin metal sharp object
landed on my bodies

i would dream about falling from a top of a building
i could feel how my body smash on the floor
i would dream about being shot
i could feel the bullet penetrate through my nose

"it's just a dream" they said
but they don't understand
how the pain in my dream bring me
into the circle of madness
made me have this dark color
under my eyes
made me don't want to feel
the ray of sunlight