Sitting here on the floor
Wondering,
Waiting...
Waiting...
Waiting... For what?
For what.
Such a simple question...
But the answer
Complex
Difficult
Confusing.

Get up
Sit down
Get up
Pace
Back and forth
Back and forth.

Stick around
Hang out
**** time
Twiddle your thumbs
Wait with me.
Wait...
Wait...
Wait...
For what?

Too much
In such short a time
Hard to handle
Hard to grasp
What happened?
They happened.

November
December
January
Trapped
Hurt
Crushed
Thrashe­d
Discarded.

Pain
Damage
Suffering
Misery

Happiness for a flash
A smile, a laugh,
True happiness.
Then they walk by.
A punch in the stomach.
Nausea.
Mood ruined
Memories rush.
Sickening memories.

Ruined life:
Temporary.
Memories:
Forever.

Love is blindness,
Underlying oneness,
Besottedness,
Ineffableness

Desire,
Attraction,
Affecti­on,
Devotion.

Love is
Deep,
Tender,
Sweet,
Infinite,
Electric.

A joyride,
A vine that grows around your heart
A gift,
A journey,
A tidal wave,

Love is passion,
Warmth,
Indecision,
Endearment,
Zeal,
Dedication,
Bliss,­

Love is this.

Or was.