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Sep 2018 · 75
You
Makayla Sep 2018
You
You’re the main reason I want to live
But yet still,
The main reason I want to end it all
And it hurts like hell...
Sep 2018 · 196
Slow Decay
Makayla Sep 2018
A hospital bed
A room filled with flowers
Every monitor beep keeps the time
As I count down the hours
The petals they weep
They're uprooted like me
Cut from the cord of their mother
Who created everything

If you won't save her
Please just take her away

She pulls me close
Says that she loves me


Nothing breaks her away
From the promise of a better day
Excerpts of my favorite and relatable pieces that describe how things are in my life or how I feel...
Sep 2018 · 404
Kindest Regards
Makayla Sep 2018
Your friends become fake
As you stand on the edge of the world
You feel like you're destined to break


And I can't deny, I would hide in my room
And would cry from dealing with ya


I'm takin' my boxes, I've made a decision
I'm done with your dissin' ---
I tried to be nice, but you just wouldn't listen
I couldn't wait for the day
Just to give you my take on the **** that you did
Silly old *****, never be like you, never be so rude


Battle tested, learned my lesson to forgive, but not forget
I spilled my heart, opened my chest
Irrelevant, you are to me, but part to me, honestly
Thought I should address, life often makes this mess
I've come to give you more while everybody else gives you less


I'm just telling you this - that feelings may fade, but memories stick
Hope you're happy with him/her
I honestly hope you're happy with him/her
And he does all the things that I would and tried
But I couldn't - could keep going on, but I know that I shouldn't
I shouldn't waste any more time


When you're drunk off the wine, do you find me crossin' your mind?
We knew this would happen with time


I tried pickin' you up ---
But now life without you isn't where happy is found


Ripped out my heart, you abused and you used it
Love's not a label on Facebook


Well now let's just put it to rest I wish you the best
My friends don't respond to my texts


And you put no in no effort at all
Now you got me confused like, "What did I do?"
Used to tell you if I'll make it I'll bringin' all of you


And y'all walked out and left, that left no one to lose
I got nothing to lose
And nothing to gain not by tellin' the truth
Been barely believing in love
I still really don't really know if I do
But if someone was ever to make me believe
Then that someone is you, I promise it's you


You're someone I wish that I could always have
And to be blatant, girl, your name is -
Still can't say it
Never could say it, scared you would hate it


I'm patient, I'm waiting for you


Maybe one day we'll be, we'll wait and we'll see...
Excerpts of my favorite and relatable pieces that describe how things are in my life or how I feel...
Sep 2018 · 89
Letting Go
Makayla Sep 2018
You lose yourself trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you.
Sep 2018 · 85
Words
Makayla Sep 2018
It was words that I fell for.
In the end, it was words that broke my heart.
Sep 2018 · 91
Her
Makayla Sep 2018
Her
I never understood how one person could love two or more
Until I realized I was unknowingly doing just that,
I thought I had finally moved on from her
Oh, how wrong I was,
Jealousy enraged I became protective in my mind
I wanted to call her mine,
I wanted her for myself
But yet I could not have her,
So close yet so far away
For those boundaries could not be touched by friends,
So I guess I shall just remain in the background
A person to vent to and a third wheel,
The admirer who adores from afar
Your best friend...
Sep 2018 · 152
Why?
Makayla Sep 2018
How can you love someone who ties you up with chains of heartbreak?
I still ask myself that
Yet I love on,
So beautiful and sweet
Lovely and ravishing she is,
I’ll never get to call her mine I have realized long ago
Yet I still hold on,
Why?
Sep 2018 · 173
Loving You
Makayla Sep 2018
Being in love
And not loved back
Is like lying on grass
And feeling needles
This is for you and you know who you are...
Sep 2018 · 191
Dreams
Makayla Sep 2018
I dreamt of you
kissing me.
I woke up unkissed and empty.
Sep 2018 · 199
Universe Jar
Makayla Sep 2018
A jar for you,
Little do you know
I did it,
I captured the universe
All for you,
Swirling dark with tiny masses inside
All for the sakes of keeping you,
You deserve only the best my dear
Because I only want to keep you near,
Now listen
Darling, you're all I'll ever need,
Because to me, I'm the drunk and you're the mead
A jar for you
Filled with the universe
So you can remember every little moment as it rests safely put high,
A jar for you from me
Because it's all you'll ever need...

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