And I've grown numb
To love
And
I've begun to miss
The scent of
And the thought of you
Every hand hold and locked lips
Your hands on my hips
The glaze over your eyes
Tells  me you've been getting high
While I'm still sitting here
And waiting
Waiting on proof
That there's still hope left in these sheets
That linger of you
Of us
And everything we've been through

And with this pain in my chest
I can't begin to express
Whether it's an ache
or an attack
It's something that
I'll never repress

These words on my skin
Aren't yet written in ink
But still everyday
They seem to sink
Deeper and deeper
In this state that I'm in
Harsher and painful
I can't even begin

Speaking of beginning
It's hard to end
They're supposed to be happy
Well Disney fell through
It couldn't even imagine
The **** I've been through

These lines are in my bones now
And scratch barely at the surface
They'll find their way through though
God, they always do