Another cigarette in my teeth,
With each puff I take the world seems to unravel,
It's just another cold, dark cloudy night,
The same as the last time,
My old self is dead,
I've grown out of my shell to rise to freedom,
This is the start to a new beginning,
Never shall I be weak again I told my  self,
To let this pain rob me of my senses,
I realize now than ever before that I have killed my old self,
Forever more I am stronger,
Forget the past whats coming is so much better,
Till the future arises to golden the hills of the valley of the shadows I walk,
I am no longer the man I used to be,
My old self is dead and I am the murderer.

Misty mountain not so high,
Please let me enlighten before I die,

The smell of incense in the air,
Live a good life with a bit of care,

Reason is treason with wrath,
Anger will take you down a horrid path,

Misty mountain haze come to me,
Forever in a rain drop of a sorrowful sea,

Enlightened once more on the path of Life.

Down today as an everlasting cycle,
Drop all in the way,
Hard to see the truth in the mind,
Lies are the cries of pity,
Time is the only true essence,
Mystic madness of malicious intent,
Rough roads lead to better places,
The heavens aren't so far away after all,
Standing on top only makes you closer,
That's how you live.

You can only imagine the dilemma,
As the figure flew into the bank,
Gun in hand as if an expert,
Little did he know there was a hero amongst the crowd,
A single strike upon the neck,
That is all the mockingbird sang,
For even the alarms bell could not ring,
The time for greed was splayed and impaled,
A crow perched upon the shoulder of the devil,
Sent to do the work of collecting the tormented soul,
There in hell his soul was parched and ever blazing,
To the void he remains till he does his time.

I always thought you were my friend,
But I can see through your guise,
Your just a lie, like the ones you tell,
It turns out that my whole world is a lie,
But even in this darkest of times,
One can see the truth behind the eyes,
Until then the hallucinations continue.

I always thought you were my friend,
But I can see through your guise,
Your just a lie, like the ones you tell,
It turns out that my whole world is a lie,
But even in this darkest of times,
One can see the truth behind the eyes,
Until then the hallucinations continue.

From deep within the swirling water her pressence came to me,
I embraced her in my arms to feel her eternal warmth,
Her wisdom limitless in the silence of the water,
Her majestic flames encrypted my body,
I can feel the roots of eternity setting in,
Her entity as cold as the night,
Without her we would die,
The Goddess is our mother,
The Goddess is all around us,
The Earth is our mother.

I always thought you were my friend,
But I can see through your guise,
Your just a lie, like the ones you tell,
It turns out that my whole world is a lie,
But even in this darkest of times,
One can see the truth behind the eyes,
Until then the hallucinations continue.

I always thought you were my friend,
But I can see through your guise,
Your just a lie, like the ones you tell,
It turns out that my whole world is a lie,
But even in this darkest of times,
One can see the truth behind the eyes,
Until then the hallucinations continue.

Its your decision what to do with your life,
Yet people try to control, and give you strife...
Its your choice,
So listen to your voice...

Though being all alone is selfish too,
You always need somebody to say **I love you

People search far and wide for Love,
Not only is it love there looking for though...
There looking towards a place where they belong,
Where people don't judge them on there actions or appearance,
A place where people love them, and accept them for who they are,
And not what they think they should be...
Ones only hope is to look within for this feeling,
Never give up on the search...
Please just keep going and be free of these gnarling demons,
Let love break there grasp upon you...
Be Free,
And Most importantly...
Find That Feeling Or Die Trying

They say that I think I know it all,
But I really don't,
They say that I'm just no good,
I have to live with the fact that I am just not good for them,
They say I am stubborn,
I laugh and say hell yeah,
They say that I am a lover,
And I smile to say,
You got that right,
They say that I'm the father figure,
I can't deny that's the way it seems,
A lot of people call me a dreamer,
That is when I say; You can learn from your dreams,
Some people call me a mistake,
I say you have to make them sometimes,
They say that I am so negative,
Well let me show you positive,
Some call me a liar,
Then I just show them the truth; I love everyone,
That is the reason I'm here.

If you look and see...
You will find what your looking for,
Your looking for me...
You say your going to ****,
So lo and behold here I am...
Fire away,

Your to afraid to do this...
What were you thinking?
**** or be killed?

Your confused...
Blinded by the light of the truth,
The illumination of the dark veil cast over your head...
You can now see the light in your last moments of being...
To bad insanity caught you first...
To many transgressions to go on...

So this is the one last fair well I give you...
You have left all behind, only to wake,
It's check mate bud,
So the king finally falls-

Some times I just break down and cry,
Some times my heart tells me that I want to die,
Let me be,
Someone please rescue me,
I sleep with my poison thoughts,
Even though there so terribly infatuating,
I can only spend my time accumulating,
My melancholy mind,
Setting up a tight bind,
I live to be just so sad,
How did I ever get this bad?,
Am I going mad?,
No this is just my Melancholy Mind

In the end of it all I was there for you,
I caught you just on the edge...
But your starting to fall again,
I don't want to watch, but my eyes are staying open...
I will throw down my hand to try and save you,
This is our last chance at your life...
Lets not take any risks,
This is no time to gamble or play games...
Just take my hand, and let us live until the day,
The day we die...
But it wont be over there,
We can be rejoined in the sky...
Like the clouds touch the blue
Ill be here with you.

Crushing all who oppose the ideas of our operation,
Greed runs deep within the roots,
Freedom is just a kind-hearted word,
Promises are now just lies,
You can't trust anything you see in the media,
The true world order is the one unseen,
Mysterious yet exuberant but no one gets the point,
Most uprisings are killed or silenced,
Yet an Idea lives as a seed that will grow into a tree,
Everyone is apart of the idea in their own little way,
Everyone is Anonymous.

You have security behind your mind...
Never letting anybody close in fear of that you might get hurt...
Blocking all emotions towards other people...
This wall filled with sadness and fear like a solid concrete...

But I will chip away at this wall and bring you to this world...
With a violent concussion I will shatter this wall to bits in hope of the future...
A future where there is no need for you to be afraid...
Where you can live your life and not regret that in which you missed...

To go ever upward as the motto Excelsior is for told-

What a life is worth is in much debate,
We sell each other off as slaves,
Looking in a more broad of perspective,
Whether it you be the color of your skin, a religion, or an ethnicity,
Let this be known and stated that we too are human,
None better than its equal,
For we are all equal in a society that leads us to believe were not,
So many restrictions on your everyday life,
Just close your eyes and let me explain,
Government is in place to "lead" their people,
Oppressive behavior is what can be seen here,
I say stop lets get this straight as a knife,
We are all human so let us choose what we do,
Its stated many times in history that we are all equal,
So let us all see and make peace and equality rain,
As it did the day the Berlin Wall fell,
When you went to a Beatles concert and all the people just wanted to have fun,
As a family vacation to the beach in the sun,
Let this be a great brick in the long road ahead,
I stand up and say without fear,
Come now peace is here.

There souls like wild fire burning to escape,
Escape what exactly?...
Their escaping there minds,
To the eternal plains of Insanity...
What led them there?
They were led by curiosity, and greed...
Two invokable deeds punished with little mercy,
Is there any hope for them now that they have driven the path they chose?
Yes but they must face there worst fears before there eyes, and forget them...
Yet on the brink of insanity lies the quiet steps of death,
Death waits for no man, nor woman...
Insanity is the same way,
There a family of sorts... All three of them...
The first two lead to death...
Curiosity leads to insanity,
And Insanity leads to death...
The graves will be filled with these poor people as the times we live in get harder,
But there is a bright side to this endless tragedy...
We will be surrounded by the survivors, or the stronger of the two,
All around us will be the good that is left in the world...
A strong light which will lead us into the future of greatness...
Remember that only in a world of Darkness can,
The Strong survive to bring back the light...
Never give up, and this will be Mankind's greatest achievement...

Dark hazes circle your thoughts,
The last obstical in the way of ascension,
Your spirit goes limp as it comes near,
Your thrown off the path you once followed,
You become hollow,
Your life was drained away,
This is the price of all greed,
Judgement is impossible to escape,
Let it embrace you as you succumb to its will.

Rage has no limits, no boundaries to cross,
You make my addiction every time you catch my eye,
I have to drink to get you out of my head,
My soul burns to end you like a lightning flash,
This world may be cruel but not as cruel as you,
Its raining blades that just pierce the innocent,
Cannibalistic feelings just overdose your mind,
Now you stand tall,
Your the worst kind of villain,
You take pleasure in the hate you create,
Egotistical murders and atrocities you commit,
Now that I have the strength and thunder in my soul Ill defend myself from you,
Who are you?
I am you.

The skies burn red as the flames arise
The black clouds fly which is to no surprise

The dead have fallen beneath the ground
Only to be found by some pesky hound

The flames roar with laughter of the devil
The sky is ready to cry to clean off the shovel

The rain begins to fall slowly
As the world is lonely

The world is full of pain
This is impossible to disclaim

For it is true in every way
Some day we will all have to pay-

What does it take to escape calamity?

All you have to do is escape your mind
And not fall to far behind

Exceed the limits placed on you
Drop the worries you'll come through

From the wind up high that soars
The mighty oceans let loose their roars

It's still your choice on what to do
So take a card and get a clue
Remember escaping the mind isn't hard to do
It's just all up to you

Welcome to the world,
Where nothing exists,
Because it is yet to be created,

And yet it is all over-rated,
Reality is nothing to us,
Ready to take the bus,

Gotta face your fears,
You have to have faith,
Now you gotta set down all those beers,

Please just realize, You can't keep going this way a- hey,
So come on now and be apart of the bay,
Because you never know if this is your last day.

Following the sounds in my head,
Like a crazed form of schizophrenia,
I talk to myself,
Pleading with the dark as I circle around my self,
Like a vulture scavenging upon the road,
That is where I am on the hot tar,
The road to hell,
New waves of violation,
****** impurities crawl through my veins,
My body is twitching with the sting of the drug,
The drug called life,
In which can set you to the dark,
With nothing not even a glimmer of light from a street lamp,
Only hells flaming pits are developed in your eyes,
As you stair into your demise,
Has your path been set?

In this forsaken realm we call a world...
Nothing achieved was free of blood shed,
Blood has been spilled time, and time again...
It's animosity...Its human nature-
Aggression is present in animals, though in humans too...
Let it be that I just let you know,
That the world has been covered in blood so forth since time began...
Yet stop this foolish squandering upon old tales, and Protect the Peace that is Present now... For it may not be much more-
And embrace the true meaning of life...
Religion claims holiness yet more blood has been spilled over foolish disbuts,
Let this be a remembrance to the rights of mankind before it is lost in time and Fades Away... Say good bye to the past, and Welcome the future.

Walking in my head is like playing with demons,
It's pitch black, Flames of an iron will burn strong,
Blood is flowing on the floor...

Energy circulates through the air,
Anger is the wood that adds to the fire,
The energy is the starter,

My mind is strong, and determined,
Yet at the same time weak, and open,

A river of vicious thoughts flow threw,
Only once in a while pierced by the thoughts of good,
Yet even in the darkness it holds family and friends near-

My mind is gone,
There is no time to waste...
Lets hit the ground,
Its not over yet...
In fact its just beginning,
Time can't stop me...
For its well past that,
The final hour is yet so close...
But my mind can't comprehend,
Its judgment day...
-Surrender-

People don't see what your going through,
But that doesn't mean you go alone...
We will stand with you at the gates of hell if your afraid,
But don't you dare give up...
Here we are for you,
So pick your head up and look life in the eye...
Never look back just go,
We know that you feel lost in this world...
But your going to start heading back on track,
Don't let any one tell you else...
Remember were here.

You can be happy with yourself anymore,
You just hate the world and cut yourself to watch the blood poor,
Its so hard to watch you do this to yourself,
Beating yourself up for this Adonis Complexion,
Now I step in,
Its time to stop calling yourself names and pull your face out of the dirt,
Stop worrying about if you can fit in that shirt,
You can die yet you do not listen,
Desire is the plague that drives you,
Welcome to my world,
Welcome to my hell,
Welcome your salvation,
For I am the reason your still here,
I owe you one thing,
And that is that I be myself.

I stood there looking as the world turned without me,
My heart no longer beat for I was stuck in time,
All the things I've done to forget the thoughts,
I was dragged through hell,
I gave in to myself,
Let the world have no mercy,
For what it has put me through,
You can find me one place after what I've been through,
I stopped hitting the bars,
I stopped getting high,
The only place I can be seen is hanging in the rafters,
As I remain still for the end of time,
Yet time does not stop for the wicked nor innocent,
Time is the real killer of men.

I'm done with this pain,
I don't know why I just can't seem to fit,
I'm a hopeless cause on this worldly epidemic,
The rain cannot fulfill my sorrows,
For my heart urns for the wrong thing,
I just can't seem to be happy knowing who I am,
Growing up in a nowhere land,
I just can't understand how I got this way,
Slowly driving myself off to never land,
I feel as if the inside of me has been dieing,
This could be the last nail in my sacred coffin,
Let this be the most dangerous thing that lets me go,
Ill live forever in my secret ways oh so clever,
As I lay as a corpse would,
And listen to the world run rampant in its own filth,
Sounding of the endless treacheries this world must endure,
As I bow down to the world,
I finally understand that I must never be that way,
The way that all humans expect,
Its time to be unique that is the one gracious thing,
That makes us all Human.

Dead is what we call it when someones heart stops beating,
Like when their cells distort from extreme heating!

Icy cold touch to prove you right,
It sails so quick like a kite...

Meaningless gestures to abrupt the fright,
But it's to late he's lost the fight!

Check out this calamity,
As the waves soon become calm at sea!

He's more limp than a sitting log,
Stuck in motion like a spinning cog!

It's time to end this Eulogy!
It's time for the Death of He!

Soon we will all see
The Very Same Fate As He!

Death had a vice grip over humanity,
but its lost its icy touch...
Some people claim their not afraid, or they die for a cause
We call them martyrs
But really why do they do what they do?
Do they do it for us?
Or is it for there benefit to go to the place they want
Maybe they need escape from this world
Perhaps they have been purged into darkness and can see no light in this world
Is this what we should believe in?
No, we should believe in a world where you can trust in a complete stranger
In a world where the Demons don't exist
Is this in the future?
Time is the key were just the lock...

There is no equal power...
Than the one lone soul that burns...
It's flames inextinguishable by any means...

Where the volley over volley of darkness will be splintered by the light of the flame... An to retreat into the shadows from which it came...
That's where it shall remain as long as there is still that one flame to purge...

As long as there is light there is a way beyond the under estimated sea of evil...
In which many search for their lives...But don't realize how close it really lies...

So start the spark that lights your flame, and together we will burn the darkness and create hope for the future~

Even in the depths of hell I will hold you,
All I ask is that you be true,

I miss you so now that you've gone away,
I am so sorry I didn't hold you in that special way

To the moon and back I wait till that day,
When we can be together again,
I was so sad when I lost you last May,

But in your death I realized how much more you meant to me,
You helped me back to religion,
I still think about that times we had,
Even though they make me sad,

I love you darling,
Just much more then you ever knew...
So its not good bye,
Just a little while...

Distilled in the body lays the darkness,
Everlasting till the end of time,
Till the days just break you down,
You'll go crazy and call the word pain,
Blame it upon the sky for its the reason why,
Drop it upon the sun for your the only one,
Let it be the stone, for your the one known,
Let this shadow pass by, Before you die,
Give in to your fate, and set upon the date,
Let your feet hit the flames, If your done with these games,
Let it be known that this tune is the one *Evil Plays-

Just waiting to die,
I look up to the ever darkened sky,
Just some blood on a knife,
God is not liking such strife,

An eternity I will spend,
Waiting for the day it will all end,
What comes after I die?
Perhaps I will burn to ash and fly,

Let the world continue without me,
I just let go and see,
My heart is empty of emotion,
I've came to the end this promotion,

So let this be my final words of wisdom,
Don't let you get in the way of who you want to be.

It's so hard to control who you really are...
I try not to let my horns show through,
But just being around you...
It makes me break,
Like a branch in a storm...
The sight of you is enough to make my blood boil,
Yet you just look past me, and hardly know I'm here...

I'd sell my soul if I could to be with you,
Yet I don't know why...
You have more control over me then I do on my self,
Though my mind tells me to let you be...My heart says otherwise...
I can't last much longer,
So let me just say these last words before I go...
Good Bye to You.

Standing in the river of my own damnation,
Throw shall not ****, is all forgotten,
Remember back to a simpler time,
Back to when hell wasn't here,
Now here goes the river,
It's run dry,
Forever more an ever clear sky,
Let this day be significant in the eyes,
The eyes that cannot see are not blind,
The ears that don't hear are not deaf,
One chooses to see,
But all is not as it looks,
End of time shall arrive,
Yet it will travel far beyond our life,
Future is coming.

Come far and wide,
Quickly now as I die,
Let my sacrifice let you see,
The stage is set now,
Watch as they make a mockery out of this,
As I slowly die Ill say my last good bye,
No one can really see what the goal is,
My dream is to spread peace on an world level,
Bringing people together in a utopian slumber,
Let this be the only thing I am known for,
I don't care if I get dragged through the mud,
As long as I know my dreams keep coming,
I looked up to men of greater standards,
My only hope is that our generation can get a boost from the classics,
Let it be know who these classics are,
From Lincoln to Gandhi to King to Kennedy to Lennon, and many more,
Let them be the guide to spread this peace far and wide for the people will see,
Their Eternal Destiny as these men died for the truth.

To the grave I hold my tongue,
Like a snake lost into the world...
I drag it on like I'm ablaze,
The power of my mind has finally awaken...
So if you believe look to the sky,
Let the suns final twilight  shine upon you...
For your mind will dive below the surface like a drill,
You need no pill...
Humans make fake things to fill the void...
No matter how you deny you will always lie,
This world is as they wish you to see it...
But its time you open your eyes and see for yourself,
The lies that have been hidden...
This is the }-Truth-{

A circle drawn about the dirt,
The sacred herb burning in the moonlight,
I fire in the center nice and bright,
As the night drags on, the spirits come,
They have come to join in the fun,
Till the next morning sun,
Then as the dark turns to light,
The oracle will claim their sight,
May fortune be in your favor,
And your bounty shall you savor.

My eyes are watering,
Ready to start cascading at any minute,
A humble servant to the rain,
I'm sitting here looking at life go down the drain,
I realize that my mind is gone,
I have jumped off the deep end one to many times,
Now ill have an eternity to pay for my crimes,
Slowly my eyes are closing,
The darkness is overwhelming,
As the blood drowns my fear,
My mind has gone clear,
For as I lie dying,
The Sky Starts Crying.

Coming down from a mountain Oh so high,
The sun is bright in the center of the sky,
Yet I can see the Raven on the lonely branch,
This has only one meaning in this world,
Somebody's time has come to an end,
The cigarette in my teeth is at another bend,
The sky cried that day,
Washing away the grief with its love,
Then that raven turned into a dove.

If you stray your thoughts too long on the past it will consume you,
So just sit back and realize tomorrows going to be ok...
As time progresses we will survive, and keep strong,
The hard times will be over soon...
Just wait, and the bountiful fields will come to you,
Your love might be nearer than you think...
Don't waste away, and be held back,
Everyone has a little good in them no matter how evil they are..
You can never mess up bad enough not to live,
So give it all you got...
And don't look back.