allow me to tell you,
This world, this time, is horrible.
Special few seek medication,
the sick
the destitute
the fiend
the temporarily happy.
Leave behind the TV dinners, and
Nuclear
families.
Leave behind God,
he has left you already
years, generations, epochs ago.
Do you not feel the breath of empty space
has it not become unbearably cold?
does it not freeze the minds of the
Normal
People.
Seek the impossible warmth
found in mere moments,
hidden amongst golden calves
and piteous values.
Escape.
Be left behind,
or die, that would be so peaceful.
Or, live, in the shadowed kingdom of ugliness
dwelling amongst all these
Normal ******* people

God I hope she knows
She remembers,
running away, she was my
girl. all mine.
We were caught red handed,
The world called our bluff
it backed both of us down,
this time you didn't want my love,
protection in the night
the Dark cold
can she feel it now?
or is she relieved. probably both.
distractions seep into the mind and
with the ever constant time bliping our
meaning into a distorted grasp.
We have love.  At least I do, She
does too, I think
I breath
short
I'm not ready to die
quite yet, i need her
to know, to feel, to share with me
on this grain as we plummet through the
cosmos and time,
Together.

I killed her
Maybe the world did,
some for me.
Maybe there's something, anything,
else.
I feel Her so truly
like an echo
all relief will be temporary,
all work for not.
each letter screamed by the muted cuckold.
I awake to my present
bound to love
bound to Her
and as I scream and
My heart screams out
please listen
for my echo.

She left,
Me,
She left our fish.
A trinket
a being,
hungry,
i knew already
I feel her,
shes swimming,
telling me of her emotions,
i can read them,
easily
naturally
We built this relationship,
Ages spent in silence,
We'll share them,
understand, that
we can be together
longer then the days will count.
silent
maybe i would play
a record for you,
but you wouldn't listen,
only feel.

Days and days roll through
only seconds. all that is
thoughts of you,
and your love
i am a charlatan and a fake
I am a hypocrite and a liar
i have nothing now,
i am the ugly man
and you will never
fool me.
i find myself with not enough time
and to many thoughts, I love,
I yearn, I seek
I envy
I require everything.
I feel pretentious, one of them.
arrogant, unoriginal
i beg for your love
i did it, I was there,
are you there with me
you are but you are
invisible
compleatly,
Now.

She loves me,
she loves me
please love me I can do
anything, in an instant,
I can make the Greatest,
Nothing.
I can turn away from
it all.
I promise, you know
right.
an eternity felt in moments
paradise abandond,
maybe for a moment
what is to be done with all these moments
stories
proof
pitiful
every emotion the same
every tick of the massive Clock,
this ever growing wasteland of
moments.

Nobody can get in,
it is far to small,
this place is
beautiful.
or can you not see?
perhaps I could help
a little
there is a room
and nothing else,
sit with me here
and we can
be
existing forever,
beyond the silvery Clock
wait
with me,
I know it's a long trip,
the destination is far away,
Ride
as we fly through space, holding hands so
as to not lose you,
as long as we stay in our room,
just.