The angels were laughing and singing
and I could hear them
yes I could
tis it any wonder
for I should
yes, I should
and angel
three dimension
time? again?
to follow the direction
of one's invention
Oh! wonder!
why one creates life in hell
to miss the singing
the ringing
of angel bells
to return, yes
the memory
color, sound, and love
above
somewhere
somewhere? anywhere?
there? No, here
here?
no there
everywhere
Yes, I can hear them
the angels
singing
remembering
tis it any wonder?

I dream at night, during the day
I hear your voice beautiful as I imagine you say
"oh love my dear atop all thing
your memory does make me sing
And my dreams bring joy, yet theres pain
nay will I ever feel this love again
my heart aches to know the truth
that never will my arms hold you
But my memory held to my heart
will soon tear the pain apart
and in time, my love, serenity will replace
all the ache I now know, a smile in it's place

A crystal sphere swings
a tinkerbell rings
theres a faerie in the meadow
and a darkness in the shadow
Can you see the sparkle
of all the angel dust
or do you see the gloom
of not a soul to trust?
Can you see the glow over there
that shines its magic light
or can you see nothing
past the darkness of the night?
Come and take my hand, my friend
lets walk upon that billow
open  your eyes to all the good
and leave your evil pillow
Let me show you a world
where the sun shines and flowers grow
come on, my friend, say hello

Searching and searching
but what will you find
is the search realistic
or an illusion on mind?
the clouds seem so thick
and where is the sun
it comes out for awhile
and then you run
you hide in the darkness
where you think it's safe
but what of your soul
won't it die in that place?
you wonder why
you search in vain
you wonder why
theres so much pain
you'll never find it
in that place you hide
open your doors
come outside
Its only here
your search will end
the pain will lessen
joy will begin
take that chance
and I gaurantee
it might not be roses
but you will see
your search will be real
and it might take awhile
but no more illusions
or locking the file
the clouds will break
and the sun will shine
your heart will smile
given some time
you'll find yourself
basked in the light
and then you will ask
"why did I hide?"

A heart in many pieces
shattered like colored glass
the pain of vast emptiness
oh when will it pass
all the emotion in ripples
a puddle in the street
my lost love
my lost sweet

Have you ever been so in love
that your heart breaks every day
your emotions run completely wild
and you feel sanity slip away?
Your a a complete loss of words
cause your head can't think straight
you've lost your total body balance
and your reflexes come too late
You hate the fact of lost control
you hate that vulnerability
you hate his little finger more
cause your wrapped around it terribly
He keeps you guessing all the time
and you can never get a grip
as he feeds on your heart
rip by rip
He has this wall he's  built up
is it cause he's so scared
to feel all these awful wonderful things
you yourself have to bare?
You sit and go so crazy
your heart is wound so tight
your busting with so much emotion
oh God, will you be alright?

Won't you walk with me on a silvery moon
some clear night
down by the ocean, feet in the sand
some starry light
Won't you dance with me in a field of flowers
some sunny day
twirling and laughing, hair trussled up
some lovely way
Won't you wrestle me down to the carpeted floor
some rainy eve
gab me by the hair, throw me down naked
some body weave
Won't you ride out into the meadow with me
some misty noon
ya hah, ya hah, race, pace, lofty trot
some summer June
Won't you cook with me on the butcher block
some purple dusk
chop the carrots, slice the onions
some night of love
Won't you read poetry on my bed pillow
some warm spring
eyes dewey, all comfy, debating
some philosophy
Won't you cozy up to the fire in a bareskin rug
some cold winter
with me snuggling close, soul talking
some passion to stir
Won't you tube, fish, and boat with me
some summer heat
water splashing, laughing, and smiles
some fun upbeat
Won't you stay with me steady and strong
some all weather
doing everyghing all the time
some forever?

She's sitting on the edge of stone
looking across the blue
a white rose in her hand
rememberance of a tune
a song of angels
playing in the air
over and over she turns the rose
his voice is everywhere
Her dress is all wet
tears falling down
she does'nt really care
another drop to the ground
Empty porcelin
with a pretty face
a soul entwined
to his heavenly space
she laughs a whisper
and drops the rose
looks up to the heaven
a stairway flows
she sees her image
lost out there
then she takes
to the clouded stairs
she embraces herself
her soul with tears
and now a smile
love in the mirror
down she goes
back to the stone
angels singing
no more alone

The morose characteristic of my troubled mind
as I continually try to arrange perfection
has me drowning in a viable light
while still clinging to the darkness
of my ideas
All those tomorows pass by my theater at dusk
while the reel keeps spinning and spinning
as if it has a life of its own
to hound me endlessly
and its retakes drive my A plus heart into
massive convulsions
If I choose to continue at this speeding tempo
while trying hopelessly to downtread
the photoplays
as each drama unfolds before my
weary lids
I will, no doubt
throw myself into the pit
of insanity
How do I get this **** reel
to stop spinning
so I can go
home?

Timeless caresses
etched in my soul
beatific panoramas
all of a whole
music notes carved in clouds
angel fountains way up high
soul schools to learn from
between slices of time
No need to really talk
its all done silently
crystal buildings,  halls of light
all is done mystically
planning trips to Earth
to learn lessons slow
purpose of the universe
for our souls to grow
It may take many trips
to get it just right
to finally be what we are
all our knowings, our birthright
so narry a tear
when things are a painful song
its just another step
the road slow and long
we will reach our destiny
where we started from
knowing pur love and joy
our reward when we are done

The monster in the closet
he is there to remind
not to look too closely
for fear of what you'll find
he makes those awful noises
to keep you on your toes
don't look in that closet
it's already what you know
your hot and trembling hands
pull up the covers tight
to shield you from the wrath
your sure he'll fire tonight
But you decide you've had it
and resolve to be bold
your going to **** that thing
that turns your red blood cold
Slowly you open the door
to discern all thats there
only ancient memories
and a lonely teddy bear

The sun is hot
on my back
slight breeze through my hair
birds singing
leaves swishing
beauty everywhere
Thoughts of you
enter my heart
as I feel this wonderous day
warm inside
eyes glitter
tears on the way
from the sky's stars
I'll look this eve
to find one shining bright
all around
infinity
there with you
tonight