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Have you ever been so in love
that your heart breaks every day
your emotions run completely wild
and you feel sanity slip away?
Your a a complete loss of words
cause your head can't think straight
you've lost your total body balance
and your reflexes come too late
You hate the fact of lost control
you hate that vulnerability
you hate his little finger more
cause your wrapped around it terribly
He keeps you guessing all the time
and you can never get a grip
as he feeds on your heart
rip by rip
He has this wall he's  built up
is it cause he's so scared
to feel all these awful wonderful things
you yourself have to bare?
You sit and go so crazy
your heart is wound so tight
your busting with so much emotion
oh God, will you be alright?

Its beautiful
its bright
its sunshine
its light
its comfot
its soothing
is pure
its moving
its unknown
its mystical
its heavenly
unconditional
its really huge
none to measure
its to cherish
its to treasure
its white
its pink
its purple
its green
its endless
its true
ist deep
it is you

Lost in a jungle
   of
       dying trees
mold and mildew
    essence freeze
Dingy must
  cobwebs spun
no light, no breeze
              no one
Not a color
  but flat gray
blankets of clouds
  day
         after day...
Precious expression
  identity
    only a cocoon
      let your spirit
                free

Wheres the escape
oh God, the escape
is there any
without death
without lithium
from the doctor?
It's gonna be alright
you hear, you hear
but what about NOW?
what about now
when your head is all
jumbled
crumled
stumbled
trying to make peace
IT WONT SHUT UP!
it say's a million things
but nothing
then goes comatose
to try and bury it's fire
only to spark again
from nowhere
to everywhere
oh, Alice
where's the rabbit?
he's going so fast with the time
you cant catch him
I guess its
"eat me"
"drink me"
to make it all normal again

I see you from a distance
a shadow in the night
then before I know it
your right by my side
You take me in your arms
profess your love so true
oh yes, oh yes, my darling
it's always been you
You tell me the same
that your love has never died
as we embrace eachother
and tears run down our eyes
Then my lids flutter
your nowhere to be seen
as I painfully discover
it was but a dream

Color me a rainbow
red, purple, and blue
and let me see the luminous light
so that I know its you
and take away this pain
that I feel in my head
and give me a new life
away from all the dread
and could you please
tell my family, friends, and neigh
that I love them dearly
but I must go away
oh please come and get me
I cant take it anymore
oh please come and get me
take me through your door...
But I dont see the colors
and I dont see the light
but now I understand
that the time isnt right
so I'll stay awhile longer
until my job is done
and I'll remember what you said
for my next life to come

He does'nt talk of realness
but plays up the scene
hiding under lights
behind his voice that sings
the crowd cheers his presence
unaware of his lies
but there in the shadows
she sees what he defies
a chill passes through him
without a sound
silence in his soul
he knows what she has found
yet denial runs deelp
a prisoner of his youth
he'll push her eyes away
for fear of the truth
thunder rocks in his ears
a star on the stage
his ego swells rampant
here is is the rage
Hi is going to sing "Giggalo"
and looks across the room
a frown upon her face
waiting for the tune
his voice slightly falters
ever so brief
he builds a cloud around his heart
and gets to the beat
when the song comes to the end
all hands begin to clap
his eyes look to her
an empty chair where she sat

Searching and searching
but what will you find
is the search realistic
or an illusion on mind?
the clouds seem so thick
and where is the sun
it comes out for awhile
and then you run
you hide in the darkness
where you think it's safe
but what of your soul
won't it die in that place?
you wonder why
you search in vain
you wonder why
theres so much pain
you'll never find it
in that place you hide
open your doors
come outside
Its only here
your search will end
the pain will lessen
joy will begin
take that chance
and I gaurantee
it might not be roses
but you will see
your search will be real
and it might take awhile
but no more illusions
or locking the file
the clouds will break
and the sun will shine
your heart will smile
given some time
you'll find yourself
basked in the light
and then you will ask
"why did I hide?"

You are a vision, ah yes
yet the physical is naught all I see
but the quintessence infinately free
I feel it, touch it, know it
for it is also a part of me

Nay, shall I ever forget
I have known and felt it from the start
it will always forever be a part
of the passion, happiness, and joy
that emerge from the ineffable depths of my heart

And now I leave with a message
may the sun always shine bright on you
happiness and harmony I wish for you too
A life full of joy, love, and peace
and all your precious dreams come true

Reflections of the light
of the soul in your eyes
move me

Not my darling
a fateful place,
but an inward look
to the soul a face
Whereas it is
a mindful flutter
not of here
be words to utter