The morose characteristic of my troubled mind
as I continually try to arrange perfection
has me drowning in a viable light
while still clinging to the darkness
of my ideas
All those tomorows pass by my theater at dusk
while the reel keeps spinning and spinning
as if it has a life of its own
to hound me endlessly
and its retakes drive my A plus heart into
massive convulsions
If I choose to continue at this speeding tempo
while trying hopelessly to downtread
the photoplays
as each drama unfolds before my
weary lids
I will, no doubt
throw myself into the pit
of insanity
How do I get this **** reel
to stop spinning
so I can go
home?

Searching and searching
but what will you find
is the search realistic
or an illusion on mind?
the clouds seem so thick
and where is the sun
it comes out for awhile
and then you run
you hide in the darkness
where you think it's safe
but what of your soul
won't it die in that place?
you wonder why
you search in vain
you wonder why
theres so much pain
you'll never find it
in that place you hide
open your doors
come outside
Its only here
your search will end
the pain will lessen
joy will begin
take that chance
and I gaurantee
it might not be roses
but you will see
your search will be real
and it might take awhile
but no more illusions
or locking the file
the clouds will break
and the sun will shine
your heart will smile
given some time
you'll find yourself
basked in the light
and then you will ask
"why did I hide?"

You are a vision, ah yes
yet the physical is naught all I see
but the quintessence infinately free
I feel it, touch it, know it
for it is also a part of me

Nay, shall I ever forget
I have known and felt it from the start
it will always forever be a part
of the passion, happiness, and joy
that emerge from the ineffable depths of my heart

And now I leave with a message
may the sun always shine bright on you
happiness and harmony I wish for you too
A life full of joy, love, and peace
and all your precious dreams come true

Hey mister truckdriver
what do ya say
where might ya be going
ya headed my way?
well if you are
can I hitch a ride
I won't be a bother
would ya let me inside?
I promise no tricks,
knives, or guns
just some smiles
and lots of fun
No facades, lies,
or any games
cause I'm really tired
of riding the trains
I don't know where I'm going
but know where I have been
so maybe we can discover
a road with no end
One interstate at a time
no destination seen
bu we can take today
and be a two man team

Your essence runs through every vessel
through my every pore
runs through all my secrets
right through my very core
You go through every hope
you go through every dream
you go through every cell
you envelope my whole being
I can feel you beating in my heart
as your soul moves through mine
joining all our energy
in perfect rythym, in perfect time
Lets take our souls entwined
and make a lasting thing
lets live and love together
for all eternity

A heart in many pieces
shattered like colored glass
the pain of vast emptiness
oh when will it pass
all the emotion in ripples
a puddle in the street
my lost love
my lost sweet

Color me a rainbow
red, purple, and blue
and let me see the luminous light
so that I know its you
and take away this pain
that I feel in my head
and give me a new life
away from all the dread
and could you please
tell my family, friends, and neigh
that I love them dearly
but I must go away
oh please come and get me
I cant take it anymore
oh please come and get me
take me through your door...
But I dont see the colors
and I dont see the light
but now I understand
that the time isnt right
so I'll stay awhile longer
until my job is done
and I'll remember what you said
for my next life to come