I loved you then, I love you now
for that has never changed
years and years have passed by
but I still get those stomach pangs

I think of you every single day
and surely wish I wouldn't
but my soul belongs to you still
even though it shouldn't

No need to reply of my poem
for I don't want to know
my heart couldn't take it
no matter where the feelings go

You will always be my beloved
I'm sorry but its true
even though I love another
my one true love is you

He gave to me every color
plain and mixed
from deep black to bright white
more than I ever wished
my best friend, my beloved
all that I ever coveted
he in the mountains, me by the sea
forever apart
our destiny
yet tears streaming down my cheeks
across my smiling lips
a peculiar wind blows my hair
he's here with me, I know he is

Nothing is precious
so you can get high
all is stolen
at what price?
middlemen
eightballs
up your nose
duty calls
yelling and cursing
everyone's the enemy
can't hear
can't see
glass pipes
silver ones too
****** up your arm
sit and stew
no focus
tweekin out
talk too much
talk too loud
watchin for cops
at every hour
yet you think its you
with all the power
your addicting highs
your painful lows

Wherever there is darkness
there is light
for this is the law
polarity of life
for love there is hate
for joy there is sorrow
for all the yesterdays
there is tomorrow
for a smile there is a frown
for a laugh, a cry
for hot there is cold
for black there is white
for rudeness there is kindness
for compassion there is scorn
for virtue there is dishonest
for eve there is morn
for forgiveness there is revenge
for wealth there is poor
for wet there is dry
for peace there is war
The wisdom of this law
and the sanity of the soul
is to bring into balance
this eternal life flow

Moonlight dreams
of sunny days
there in the darkness
a star gaze
reaching out
to brighten your soul
to lift the despair
ease the cold
always as endless
as the universe
before the storm
I loved you first

The universe is screaming at me
into my ears, brain, and heart
the whiteness
the brightness
tears in my eyes
it has attacked me like the plague
that has no cure
bringing me higher and higher
into the enlightenment
that is my reward
You are part of the glory
the karma, the foreverness of my
soul
beside me, behind me,
in fron of me,
within me,
are me
crying and laughing
like a madwoman some would say
but
I know, you know, and the universe knows
that I have heard the screams
and know what they mean
as we turn to light
and embrace
what was meant to be
in the name of
eternity

A crystal sphere swings
a tinkerbell rings
theres a faerie in the meadow
and a darkness in the shadow
Can you see the sparkle
of all the angel dust
or do you see the gloom
of not a soul to trust?
Can you see the glow over there
that shines its magic light
or can you see nothing
past the darkness of the night?
Come and take my hand, my friend
lets walk upon that billow
open  your eyes to all the good
and leave your evil pillow
Let me show you a world
where the sun shines and flowers grow
come on, my friend, say hello