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 Oct 2014
Paula Pineda
Theres nothing I enjoy the most than silence.
Still sweet silence.
When I can hear my thoughts and my heartbeat.

The cold weather and the warm silence
Make me appreciate the beauty of this world.
I see no violence, no tears, no death.
Only a happy silence.

The tranquility
The joy
The peace
That silence brings.

It makes me feel free.
 Oct 2014
Paula Pineda
Sometime i wish people could understand me.
I wish they could see the world through my eyes.
Hear the numbing noise and the embracing silence through my ears.

I wish I could express myself so they could understand
Why i like to be alone, why i like soft music and why i like odd things.
Instead of judging me like a book they haven't read.

But sometimes I'm glad they can't understand me,
it makes me feel like a work of art
hard to understand but with an indescribable mysterious
beauty.

that only free spirited people,
can appreciate.
 Oct 2014
Paula Pineda
This thought won't let me sleep.
This terrifying thoughts won't let me be.
What can I do to stop them.
They are consuming me.

Lost in confusion.
Like an illusion.
Wishing I was never born.
Dying to be reborn.

Can't find my way.
I lost my soul as I traveled back to earth.
Where is it?
Where am I?
 Oct 2014
Paula Pineda
theres nothing i desire the most than your touch
feeling your skin rub against mine,
feeling your lips kiss mine,
feeling you next to me.

its been a while since i last hugged you
its been a while since i held your hand
its been a while since we last laughed

distance is keeping us apart
its making us go mad
and its squeezing our heart

my love its been a while since i last saw you
 Oct 2014
Paula Pineda
As time passes by
I feel that we are more like romeo and juliet.
People and society trying to keep us apart
in this love so deep and beautiful

I can't imagine a life without you.
It wouldn't be worth living.
I wish things could be like before
When we were together physically,
When nothing nor no one could come between us
but as the time passes that is getting harder.
 Oct 2014
Paula Pineda
I sit back and watch
everyone talk,
everyone laugh,
Everyone lie.
i get to know them a little more this way

i sit back and watch
everyone fall and get hurt.
I try to help them
but the truth is that i fell and I've never been able to come up again

I put my hands together
to push them up.
I pray for them from hell.
With my flames i take them high
so they can go back to earth.
I'm left with no energy
while i burn down here in my own sorrow
a little sparkle of happiness fulfills me.

I'm never getting out of this hell
but I'm not letting anyone else come in
 Oct 2014
Paula Pineda
If someone ever told you life is easy and happy,
I'm sorry but they are lying.
There is no such thing as a happy and easy life.  
Babies live a hard life too trying to learn how to survive without talking.
Kids live a hard life too trying to learn how to multiply and divide.
Teenagers live a hard life too trying to find themselves.
Adults live a hard life too trying to work for a "good" life.
Elders live a hard life too trying no to forget the hard life they once lived.

Life would be pointless living if it was all easy and happy.
Life is a series of consecutive disappointments.
The point of living such a miserable life is to work hard to make it good, to make it happy and to make it worth living.
Dreams are the path that we should all follow to get to the life we desire to live.

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