You know those feelings,
You get them deep down in your bones,
You know you just shouldn't be feeling them,
But you can't help it when you're all alone,
I feel them every day,
Or at least that's the story so far,
About one certain football player,
An athletic star.

Number twenty on the field,
But number one in my thoughts,
He's got my mind reeling,
And I know it's never going to stop,
Images of brown hair and blue eyes,
Playing in my head like a movie,
The reels just rewinding and playing,
Again and again,
Never letting me stop,
Thinking about that boy in the jersey.

I thought he'd be like every other boy I've ever thought of at night,
Denying my existence,
Causing my heart and head to fight,
In an endless battle of,
He doesn't need your time,
And,
But he could still be all mine,
Every day I see him,
He faces me with a smile,
Starting a conversation,
I haven't had in a while.

That **** of a boy who looks at me,
With eyes of the deepest blue,
Just a little punk like this kid,
Shouldn't end up with a boy like that,
But hey,
Maybe I might,
Just give breaking some boundaries,
A shot.