So
Much joy
It brings
Let it show;
Eventually someone will fall in love with it

you are
my stupidity
forever

i hate you
more than anything
still
a part of me
loves you
unconditionally
leaving
an empty feeling
in my heart......

I still love you

you said
that
i won't spend
my forever
with you
but
if i knew that
i will be
spending
my forever
missing you
every moment
i might have
reconsidered
before
letting you go
away from me

still trying
to heal
the pain
that you
left
once upon
a time

i thought
you were
my dream
but now
i realize
you were
my nightmare......
         -cutecrazy-

i am just
trying to
forget you
and
my stupid heart
is playing vice versa
           -cute crazy-

now
i don't miss you
like
i used to miss you
   -cute crazy-

"i love you" - is
the forbidden word
to my soul and my heart
      -cute crazy-

Seeing you not being there
I just pretend I don't care
even though I'm aware
missing you is not fair
yet I missed you rare
thinking of you - where?
holding my teddy bear
sitting in my favourite chair
Dreaming you would be here
wiping my one last tear
waiting for you forever
           -cute crazy-

I am over you
      And
I am moving on.....

Those sparkling eyes
were the secret place
in which I would like
to be lost forever. ...