I don't know what it's like:
To be...


          alone


Without anyone else
I haven't be alone for a while in at least three years

What would I do by myself?
Would I view myself differently?

Would I discover new talents or hobbies?
Would I learn something new?

Would I take myself out
Get all dressed up, and just go out?

Or would I spend some time
With myself, just having my own moments

I don't even know who I am anymore
I've just been defined by who I have been with

It's not like I got in relationships to avoid being alone
I just have been in really long ones, that I tend to forget

It's just that I don't know how to be by myself
I can't remember how