"...but don't you feel trapped? Like you have no free will?"
I do have free will.
and I choose this life again and again,
in every breath.
I choose to give my life for Christ
and that is not submission of my free will
that is using my free will
and I choose to bend and submit
to someone who will pick the absolute best life for me
because I know I get confused in this life
and I ***** up all the time-
so the Om, the Lord of the Universe,
will guide me through whatever actions
I must take
in order to unify the universe
and spread peace and love to all.
Naturally, the one who is connected to everything
knows how best to save us from suffering,
so I choose to open myself to that energy,
the Holy Spirit-
because I was a slave to my worst human desires
inability to deny yourself is slavery-
you lack complete control
and you cannot further aspire.
If you are lord over your own body
you can reach unprecedented heights
so I will be lord over my own body
I will take this fight
and the 'I' is in tap with the
fundamental energies of the universe
so that my body will be directed for the greater good.
Don't tell me I don't have free will.
I am exercising it as I write.
My chosen path is this:
I will use whatever I can to serve the Lord of light,
I will kneel at His feet if He will guide me forth,
I will serve, for I know I am not greater than those beside me,
I will strive to make their lives better,
not worse.
I will use my arms.
I will use my mind.
I will use my charm.
I will use my smile.
I will use my heart.
I will use my voice.
I do have free will,
and this is my choice.