still trying
to heal
the pain
that you
left
once upon
a time

i didn't ask for
the whole world's love
i'm just yearning
to have only yours......

i thought
you were
my dream
but now
i realize
you were
my nightmare......
         -cutecrazy-

i am just
trying to
forget you
and
my stupid heart
is playing vice versa
           -cute crazy-

now
i don't miss you
like
i used to miss you
   -cute crazy-

"i love you" - is
the forbidden word
to my soul and my heart
      -cute crazy-

Seeing you not being there
I just pretend I don't care
even though I'm aware
missing you is not fair
yet I missed you rare
thinking of you - where?
holding my teddy bear
sitting in my favourite chair
Dreaming you would be here
wiping my one last tear
waiting for you forever
           -cute crazy-

I am over you
      And
I am moving on.....

I will always
think about you
I will always
care about you
I will always
worry about you
not because of
I love you
but because of
My heart
for it is still with you
next to yours
Take care of it
for it is Still yours
to mend......

Those sparkling eyes
were the secret place
in which I would like
to be lost forever. ...

My life is
gonna rock
while you thinking
"****,I missed her"
you will see
how my life
will be
without you....

You will miss me
without knowing yourself
and that will be the time
you will realise
that you loved me
Deep within your heart
and then I won't be there
to love you back

my last
good night wish
for you....
GOOD NIGHT
SWEET DREAMS
and have a
wonderful forever
WITHOUT ME