For the first time
in forever
I HATE YOU
for making me
feel your absence
in my dream life....
          -cute crazy-

wondering....
how it will be to miss you
just for a minute???
but....
never ready to feel
that heart ache.....

my love is fading like a dream
hoping to collect every little pieces
of my dream.......
and wanted to mend my love
with your help.....
only with your help
will you help me???

seeing you everyday feels good
but its hurting a lot to see you
apart from me every second,
still having some hope
and saving some courage
to see you again with
that sweet smile of yours......

you are my pain
         and
you are my cure
you my sorrow
         and
you are my smile
you are my start
         and
you are my end
you are my dream
         and
you are my reality
you are my love
         and
you are my life
    -cute crazy-

I cherish the way
I'm supposed
to love you
even though
it hurts
like hell...
      -cute crazy-