this burning
wonder
does it bother you?

push you
like it pushes me?

do you even wonder?
how i am?

do you care?

are you still there?

...?

you enjoyed me
when i was the fantasy
a memory
of a person long gone

i tried too hard
to be real
to you

so now
you're gone

today may be a better day
but
it’s still a day
without you

i guess you’re gone now
but you didn’t say goodbye
i guess i’ll move on now
but will always wonder why

the void,
you

missing from my day

all of my distractions
have run away

a sad calm
albeit a reprieve

i just hope
you didn't really leave

how do i say
i miss you
before
i have you

somehow
all of a sudden
every dream
is about you

so, wait a minute.

are you leading me?
or am i leading you?

i'm not sure
what
you were expecting
but
you got
me

i have to be careful
so you don't think
i'm too broken

we always meet
in the same spot
in my dreams

what's the rush, baby?
i was here before
i will
be here always

am i real
without my voice?