" I believed that my hands could grasp your quaking body forever.
Where you afraid, or excited?
Terrfied, or exhilarated?
Distraught, or joyous?
All I know, my dear love, is that I still can't find my hands away from you.
They claw and clamp your quaking body, trying to make it still.
To make you understand the amount of love I hold in this heart
for you.
All I know, my dear love, is that the few amounts of words I give
fill that absence of understanding and comprehension.
Its all for you.
Stop shaking, my dear love, I'm always here with you, dear love.
All I am, its all for you.
All I am.
For you.
It's everything.
So as I fall, please know this:
All I am, my dear love, is for you."

" I remember how cleverly you stole this breaking heart
and mended it with your words of sweet reproach. What was hiding in those deep and in-contempt eyes soon became my reality and became my duty to approach your loving care with a certain crisp tenderness. I cared for your cruel world and I began to truly understand just why I was really in love with you. Some will pry at our harmony and try to steal its eloquence with their eyes sent by demons on our heels. Our shadows protect the past only we acknowledge as gospel. I loved you for that persevering heart and careful speech. But the fear of failure held you back until my coaxing took you high into the heavens where the milky white clouds became your throne and I knew for a fact that you were my queen and that I could only do one thing: Serve. Our journey is far from over. However, until I die, I will never let the enemy pressure you from the throne I put you to, nor will I let them give you any thought of abdication! I pledge my heart and soul to your future like I had before, and I will never cease in my praises of you... for you stole my broken heart and mended it into the heart of the perfect soldier. Now I will return the favor and serve."

Always have I breathed in the way your wings broke the silence of this darkness. It flutters as
those of a butterfly; breaking this reality's sad hymn that is life and death. Your wings bring an
effect to me. Their flight across this opaque sky bring a flame to my vision. It burns across this sky, my heart, and sets it all ablaze. I watch as this flame creeps along my soul, your wings fanning this torrent of emotions. I breath in that sweet, sweet air that arises from it. I know one day my flight will set that soul of yours ablaze. Are you prepared for this torrent of emotion?

If only this heart could stop and look right at you
For some reason it tries to look away, no matter
What I try, it always wants to look toward the
Past and remember the pain it used to feel
And now I cry out to your heart trying
So hard to have a reason to look
Away from all this pain, it
Hurts without you
It hurts so
Much
So now all
I ask of you is to
Call out MY name with
That smile that makes me quiver
And that laugh that makes me wonder
How in the world I lived without someone
Like you. If only my heart could look at your
Amazing eyes of brown, and how their shades
Never seem to end in my soul, laughing and smiling at me. I love you. Help me. Look at me and my heart will look forward to our reality

"These eyes have seen your graceful movements, you're
bounding and flitting across these horizons,
wandering across the opal clouds,
teeming in the azure seas,
loving you,
like
I
do.
I run there,
by your side and try so,
so so hard to just keep the pain,
of slowing down to this inevitable stop,
just wishing my heart could stay the same pace as yours."