Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
 Jun 2019
Kiera
i am a ship
my captain
is gone
all the crew
are dead

i need to stop floating

my sails are tattered
my decks are littered
i am rotting

i am lost at sea

but you
are my anchor
you keep me rooted
and sane

you keep me in reality
so i don't float away
a wise man
named dan
once said

"you are the light
that has blinded me
you're the anchor that
i tied to my brain
cause' when it feels
like i'm lost at sea
you're the song i sing
again and again
all the time
all the time
i think of you all the time"
 Jun 2019
Kiera
you
do
not
control
me

i am more powerful
than that
which you reign me with

i am no dog
i am no domestic sheep
i will not be herded
or whipped to submission

you cannot hurt me anymore
for i have risen
above the dependency upon
the ground which you walk

my mind grows stronger at night
but as does yours
but i will not let you win
any longer

oh
for i have found something
much more potent
than the taste you leave
on my mind

you believe that
this is my weakness
this is what makes you
come back to me
every time
and
while that was true before
i have learned
that what i once
viewed as an Achilles heel
was truly my strength

it may seem cliche
and overused
but i have found a new meaning
and definition
of the phrase
"love conquers all"
and it is not
what you see
on instagram
or pinterest

but it is something
you can experience
if you allow it to

you
do
not
control
me
anymore
depression can ****

oh
for i
can't help
falling in love
with you

but so can i
 Jun 2019
Kiera
i can't look
in the mirror
anymore

it's gross
but not the mirror
what's inside of it
rather
what reflects upon it

it's vile
revolting
repulsive
surfeiting
and frankly,
mine.
chaos reigns once more

— The End —