I still love you

you said
that
i won't spend
my forever
with you
but
if i knew that
i will be
spending
my forever
missing you
every moment
i might have
reconsidered
before
letting you go
away from me

you mean
so much to me
that
i remember you
the most
when i am
really hurt
because
i know
you only
can hurt me
the most
with just
a smile
on your face
when you are
not fine

still trying
to heal
the pain
that you
left
once upon
a time

i didn't ask for
the whole world's love
i'm just yearning
to have only yours......

i thought
you were
my dream
but now
i realize
you were
my nightmare......
         -cutecrazy-

i am just
trying to
forget you
and
my stupid heart
is playing vice versa
           -cute crazy-