I love the quiet moments with you,
we don't even have to talk to know what's true,
I love your eyes when they are so dark,
I know you love me with all your heart,
you make me feel needed,
you make me feel high,
god and look at that smile,
I know you had a broken heart,
now let me fix it, it won't take much time,
you're the prettiest girl I could've ever found,
you're my angel and I won't let you down,
because I love you too darling,
I'm going to give you a hug,
after you're done reading this,
I would love you to smile.

It looks like we have found the end,
you & me that's what we were,
but now it's all gone,
you threw it away,
since you don't know why you went away,
but you did and that's all what matters,
I told you that I loved you and you didn't care,
so now I will be the one walking away.

Love is like a poison, it's in your blood,
it slowly kills you and then you die,
I met a girl and fell in love,
but I'm no match for her,
that's the reason why I'm sad,
she's like a devil and I want her so much,
but she goes out with another guy,
guess I'm lost,
I wonder what she would do if I died, would she come to my funeral and whispered that she loved me all the time?
Would she forget about the man who showed her what's love or would she cry for him, regretting what she lost?
Am I being selfish or going mad?
Why does she hate me so much?
All these questions and yet she asks,
Will you love me even when I tear you apart?

I hate the way you threat me,
it looks like you don't love me,
so why do you say you do,
I know you're dating this other dude,
I gave you everything I had,
never leaving you or turning to you with my back,
then why did you stab me when you held my heart,
I tough you could've stayed,
why did you ran away,
I told you that I loved you,
I wish you knew how much,
now all you have are pieces of memories shattered and lost in the past.

It's funny yet sad,
how the pages go black,
with every touch of her,
I feel like I should care,
but I can feel nothin',
maybe it's the *******,
or maybe it isn't,
how could I know,
you torn me apart and left me with no hope,
I keep looking at my knife,
I can hear him whisper,
take me and twist me,
with that pointy end
and I will make you fade away.

Somebody once told me "It will be okay.",
that someone was a liar and now he's another loose end,
you know people that want to **** themselves,
aren't really mad,
they just want the pain to go away and leave everything dark,
I keep remembering when I was a child, how I was happy and noone could take away my smile,
then I grew older,
got some scars,
yet I was a loner,
still smiling,
guess I was an ***,
now I wish I could go back or never was born,
because it's too painful to live here between animals and crows,
I stopped belivin' in these stupid lights and accepted that I'm leaving with nobody aside.

I just remember how things were at the start and it tears me apart,
that we are not the same as we used to be,
that you can't even see,
how much you're being selfish and mean,
you're just lying to yourself and me too,
is it too hard for you to hear the truth?
You all keep saying "I care about you." but even when I scream so loud I can't find you,
in just a few seconds you could be here but you're not so why do I scream?
I think I will be silent for the rest of my days, dead drunk or a ******, what do you say?
I hope they won't forget to judge me, on how I've failed because people are like vultures..
they have to be fed.
It's kinda funny, kinda sad,
that I gave everything to others until there was just nothing left,
didn't get anything more back than a fist full of hate and some pain with a perfect backstab that had to be made,
so be carefull who you love so you won't end up the same,
guess I should go now, beaceuse I'm empty and I'm dead.

I feel so sad, it haunts me
noone cares, I'm done here
Without you there's just no meaning
in my life, I just stopped breathing
it's so sad, that's my ending
I'm fading...

I'm screaming here now, leaving
nobody is hearing
these voices here now, feeling
that I was never even
while I drown here in sorrow
with no vision of tomorrow
while I hide behind the pain
as you tell me that I've failed
with you forsaking me maybe
maybe I'm just crazy
with blurry visions of the past
I reach out for the last
as I'm slowly dying
I can see you, crying
wishing that I would maybe
maybe call you baby
this would never happen and now I'm forgotten.