I've never felt so stupid as when I forced my hand into the fire and was surprised when I got burned.

i hate my heart for betraying me whenever i see a rare smile on your face

i can't tell you the number of times i've wanted to take back what i've said before the words had even left my mouth

i want to tell you how much I love you, but i choke on my affections every time

i will scream until i have no voice, even if i have no chance of anyone listening

i listen to the same album on repeat, hoping it will make me feel like i used to

i'm just counting down the days until my body stops breathing

i am so full of fear and self loathing that i can't even see clearly enough to find an escape

i would rather die than have to face the life i am living right now