oh, how the world really functions the most unbearable aliveness, pain so good to have tears to offer to the god of patience and enduring I pray for a gentle pain, a gentle sway of caring the courage of dawn
the skyscape is flowing so naturally over our heads the light brings alive shadowy sonatas over the hills each hour the tone of its intensity is changing such immensity for gentleness I can't help but woder if a purpose of life is the sense of beauty
kanso infuses my eyes everywhere there even in a deer my heart recognised him skipped a beat in overwhelm the sacredness of the air touched everything the great temple the red shrine its emptiness so vibrant pure beauty my atoms turned into God's particle
something in my heart misses him in the unseen puzzle surreal so beautiful and so it is kanso of the soul: I kept on dreaming to be a deer in Nara
today a strange milky light rolling over the hills like a blinding blanket I caressed naked branches their fragility a statement plum trees apple trees peach trees cherry trees and I a witness to the dignity with which they carry their wounds I love trees because their shadow is not full of bitterness. perhaps they know how to cry for the absence of wonder
you see much is going on beyond words: all of me and this tree feel there is a depth in everything
Time A crooked line Connecting then and now Never quite achieving the conjunction That would build a bridge To somewhere over there And make a path to What could be a better sometime ljm