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 Jan 2017
Ainsley
Mama loves a mask
And if she’d only ask
The questions right
She’d know

Mama loves a mask
A girl inside a flask
Smoldering sleepless nights
Throwing crosses out the window

He could never lie
No he could only make me true
But they won’t understand the colors
Inside the brilliant mind that I call you

So please lay low, just smile
Play the game for now, beguile
Duplicitous and all the while
She loves me so

Mama loves a fairytale
The girl who’d never sin
Taking sips of ginger ale
Instead of shots of gin

Mama loves a fairytale
And once I loved her too
I never knew that when I’d think
I’d lose my mind and start to sink
And as I learned I grew
Out of the mask you made for me
You’ll love me someday soon
 Jan 2017
Ainsley
The sweetest sigh my breezy vow
To indicate the ways you love me how
Did the hours pass before us
While the waking world ignores us
Crumple up the faded sheets again
Let’s spend
All our income on the nights
We whispered soft in broken lights
And broken bottles don’t stand a chance
Baby dance
 Jan 2017
Ainsley
Oh the mind is too stubborn to let the heart go
It seems the less I believe,
The more that I fear
The things I don’t know
Yet the chaos resolved
Is less in my mind
Than the people around
The sight and the sound
Of this beautiful life
 Feb 2016
Ainsley
graphite on canvas
I'm bent like this sheet
the damage subsides
Still the mark is complete

go **** what you find
in secrets behind
the labyrinth of all that is sweet
 Feb 2016
Ainsley
Ironic, young souls
That all these divides are what
Keep us together
 Feb 2016
Ainsley
The melted snow drips
Off my roof and fingertips
In the sun like rain.
It has been a while since I posted an original, particularly a haiku. <3
 Jan 2016
Ainsley
I dip my toes in the tide
adjacent to the edge of my all-consuming paracosm.
The water is cold
alluring
unsteady
absolute.

Within it lies the demise
of one thousand dreams
999 unfulfilled wishes
And just over 13 ‘what if’s.

Right outside my humble fantasy
I spy a silhouette,
my potential self.

Warily I take a closer peek.
The girlish apparition reveals nothing
She seems to hold her breath while I lean farther in
And at long last, deserting all juvenile fancies,
reality greets me as I timidly wade
Into the waves.
 Jan 2016
Ainsley
My scars are simple, silly even
The result of shaving mishaps, stovetop altercations, mosquito bites, and the subsequent relentless scratching of said mosquito bites
These aren’t real scars
But I’ve seen true scars
I’ve seen that girl
The one whose mouth says she’s fine but whose eyes disagree
I’ve seen her, I’ve known her, and I’ve seen her real scars
Scars that aren’t simple
And not even close to silly
And intently watching her, I sit upon a wish:
That I could give her my scars instead.
 Jan 2016
Ainsley
Once upon a time
I sat to read a book.
I started in my bed
And there began to look.

I watched the words and phrases creeping
Hoped to find the plot
Each dog-eared page, each moment seeping
Off the pages, to my heart

The characters enthralled me
Stole me from my world to theirs
Whispered all their hopes, desires
Wishes, dreams, and cares

I delved right in but quickly found
That once I was addicted
This book I thought was once a treat
Now had me afflicted

The characters I felt were real
Ended when the story did
Once there was no page to peel
I was left disheartened

Once upon a time I read
And reading I did learn
That these small words were all it took
To make me one sad bookworm

*Librocubicularist- one who reads in bed
 Jan 2016
Ainsley
If only I were smaller
Then maybe I could see
The inside of a bubble
And make the sink my “sea”

If only I were smaller
Then maybe I could feel
The warmth inside a just-poured mug
Of calming chamomile

If only I were smaller
Then I could show them all
That there is nothing better
Than sometimes being small
 Jan 2016
Ainsley
Best displayed when
Everything in the day is done
And she goes into the
Upstairs bathroom with the lights dimmed
To remove her make-up and jewelry
Y**et her natural sheen is even prettier
 Jan 2016
Ainsley
Beautiful, quiet
These are nature's own teardrops
Pitter patter, rain

*just found several poems that I wrote three years ago including this one and the one preceding it, what a treat
 Jan 2016
Ainsley
Ghouls and goblins, dwarves and witches
Scary masks with Einstein stitches
Goblets filled with putrid potions
Sick of Halloween-like notions

Once I turn I groan and see them
Trick-or-treaters causing mayhem
Squealing voices - my head's throbbing
Then the babies start their sobbing

Lock the door and toss the Reese's
Pick up all the costume pieces
With this stress how am I sober
Now I'm dreading next October
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