A raging ocean....

As if inside me ...
A vast ocean...
A raging ocean...
Without limit...
Untamed...
Full of love...
Incomplete...
With crashing waves...
The cause of it...
Is you...
Yes...
And this distance between us...

For you are like the wind...
That makes me...
As if I were...
In a whirlpool...
Can't realize...
The day from the night...
While I am waiting...
In this space...
Every day...
starting with a sunrise...
For the meeting to be...
To dance...
Crazily together...
With the dances of letters...
And words...
To feel the love...
As if it were our bodies...
Making love...
With the most wonderful fantasies...
Until  we overflow together...
And drown...
In the most beautiful desires..

Yes my love...
You are the reason for my madness...
And I want you truly...
With me now...

Hazem al ...

Story i still live ...

( me and you ) ...

Story started ...
since so long years ...
and it still ...
goes with me ...
started ...
with a simple conversation ...
with a simple feelings ...
but i felt within this so ...
until ...
me and her ...
addicted to talking every day ...
maybe because ...
we felt one other ...
a same thoughts ...
despite ...
of the long distance ...
and separated by miles ...
we got a sweet feelings ...
day by day ...
as if ...
it was a real ...
that we live ...
on every day ...
then suddenly, ...
after a lot of talking ...
and a sharing more feels ...
i began to miss her ...
and think of her ...
almost of the time ...
as she was my life all ...

until ...
day by day ...
the feelings got grow up ...
more and more ...
even i got feel her ...
as she sharing me ...
my bed ...
every night ...

yes she was ...
my real true love ...
that i still love till now ...
and still waiting a God's need ...
to gather us together ...
in a small house ...
to fill it ...
with our great love ...

hazem al ...

Morning lullaby ...

Silent morning lullaby...
With winds gently...
Blowing...
Despite its calmness...
To scatter leaves...
From the road...
Announcing the beginning of the morning...
Glistening...
With the splendor of lights...
And rays between the clouds...
To awaken the dewdrops...
Between the eyelids of the flower branches...
To begin the morning...
And the lovers to start...
The love...
After a night in which the moon was long...
And the wait of a beloved was for long...
For a beloved of hers...
All night...
Waiting for an embrace from him...
Body to body...
To **** the longing...
Which she waited so long...

Here I am, my beloved...
I stand with all my feelings...
For you by my soul...
To start the morning with you...

Hazem al ...

The beauty of your body ...

your body ...
is like the waves of the sea ...
like a well in the middle of the desert ...
I am very thirsty for you ...
and i crave ...
to be quenched from you ...
by caressing ...
this crazy body ...
crazily ..
with my thirsty lips ...

Excuse my curiosity, ...
O my lady ...
for my craziness
because  ...
i have never seen before ...
this beauty ....

would i do please , O you ...
if yes ...
please ...
let me **** your nectar ...
which you got ...
inside this body ...

hazem al ...

The guide of my life ...



If....

the pulse in my heart is the guide of life ...

then ...

you are the life that my heart beats with ...

Oh God, ...

how beautiful is the sound of your heartbeat  ...

It spreads melody and tune ...

and the rhythm of the pulse ...

as if ...

the heart was in the heart stayed ...

to be the logic of our love ...

and the reason for our hearts ...

to live one the other's beats ...

and to keep both of us living ...

the hope and peace ...

by the logic of love ...

and  it madness ...

in the most beautiful imagination ...



so,..

because of you ...

my heartbeat takes me always ...

for you ...

because ...

you are the beat for my heart ...



hazem al ...

Under the moon ...


let me ...

sweetheart mine ...
my lady ...
who own my brain ...
and heart ...
day by night ...
all those years ...
let me , ...
make you feel me ...
to feel you now ...
as my desire for you ...
let me start ...
from your lips ...
to your body all ...
to feel and to live you ...
and your body ...
and it's sweat ...
which i miss ...
and long for ...

to dive crazily ...
together our love ...
as we are on the moon ...
there where we always ...
dreamed for ...
to make our love ...
as our desires needs ...
with now until ...
however our eyes shines ...
from the moon lights ...

sweetheart ...
let our love now ...
goes crazy ...
as we are now  ...

hazem al ...

It's your love ...

Your love is like blood ...
sweeping through every vein ...
the eyes are addicted to it ...
in the sanctuaries of sight ...
it gives its goodness to that lonely heart ...

So ,...
it turns it into an angel, who loves all people ...
it captivates the soul ...
while waiting for the crescent moon of Eid ...
it softens the iron and breaks stone ...
it gathers the threads of all scattered thoughts ...
to be the companion in the time of travel ...

yes my sweetheart ...
it's you ..
and it's your love ...
that runs ...
into my vein ...
to make my heart ...
always ...
beats ...
just only for you ...

hazem al ..

The blood of your love ...

like blood ...
your love runs in my veins ...
the heart addicted to it ...
and loves it's occupation ...
and can no longer bear to live ...
without it ...
despite the distance ...
and the pains ...
until ...
it became the salvation ...
for my whole being ...
and because of you ...
my heart got beats ...
with crazy love ...
and lights up my eyes ...
to see within your beauty ...
everything ...
In the universe ...
beautiful as you are ...
even in dreams ...
the blood of your love ...
does not leave me ...
to get drown me ...
every night ...
with the desires ...
of your body ...
Which I do not hope for ...
from this dream...
to wake up...

Hazem...

Logic and madness ...

yes my darling ...

I am crazy ...
crazy in love with you ...
maybe , i can't explain it ...
why or how, it just happened ...
how my heart , runs after you ...
maybe ...
It doesn't make any sense for you ...
but ,...
my heart is easily broken ...
i don't want it broken ...
i want to feel this feeling for the rest of my life ...
even though we might never meet...

What we have is special ...
two souls collided one day and became as one ...
yes darling...
our souls have met ..
through this madness space...
and got irrigated one from the other ..
despite the difference in place and time ...

Oh, the madness of it ..
how can we love ...
if we have never met in person ...
But ...
when two souls meet it overcomes ...
all boundaries, countries and universes ...
and ...
the logic of reason gets canceled ...
to live the logic of love and it's madness ...
in the most beautiful imagination ...

darling ...
it senseless ...
i know ...
but it so beautiful ...

Love you ...

yours,...

hazem al ...

A human being ...

time got lost ...
and I got lost within ...
in the midst of the flames of thoughts ...
noon ...
i  recalled ...
memories ...
that it was my whole life ...
with the most beautiful feelings of life ...
with you ...
despite the non place ...
despite it's imagination ...
and the distance ...
however, ...
it was always ...
make me feel ...
with love ...
and that I am  ...
A human being ...

So,...

I went panting ...
to my drawers ...
dig again ...
the papers ...
And everything ...
that came out from me ...
of feelings ...
which wrote ...
in the blood of the heart ...
to you ...
just ...
to feel you ...
and be again ...
a lover ...
and a human being ...

Hazem ...

Long for you ...

my morning still misses you ...
and as usual ...
i am at my window ...
Waiting for your sunrise ...
so that the branches of the soul may blossom ...
and your love may be buried between my ribs ...
on the banks of longing ...
to play my love song ...
in which passion melts ...
between me and you ...
because you are my melody ...
with which the heart sings ...
and the pulse dances to its tunes ...

for that ...
i longing for winter ...
for cold windows ...
for hot coffee ...
for wet roads ...
and For standing in the rain ...
with you ...
to feel only ...
more love ...
while i'm hugging you ...


hazem al ...

Escape ....



I want endless distraction ...

want to leave my world ...

to wander like fog over the hills ...

like water to evaporate and disappear ...

Or, ...

to fade away like a mirage ...

Or ,..

I fade away from this world ...

forever ...

or ,...

to melt like snow ...

from the mountaintops ...

between the valleys ...

In an escape like absence ...

so I get lost with a life ...

that was wasted in vain ...

with wishes and unforgettable memories ...

because  ...

I'm bored of life ...

without the one I love ...



hazem al ...

Your wine ...



come sweetheart ...

get more close ...

more closer ...

to my chest ...

and let me ...

get drunk ...

from your sweet ******* ...



i see the sparkle of lust ...

into your eyes ...

and feel ....

how hot is your body now ..



come sweetheart ...

let's start our morning ...

our breakfast ...

together ...

by the wine ...

which you hold ...

inside your ******* ...



hazem al ...