First she told me to wait,
Then she said itās a game.
And as I heard the voices
Call out for souls, well,
Every call was my name.
So I stepped through the fog
Into that murky mire.
And the next thing I know
From my head to toe
I was covered in fire.
But she told me to wait.
And she said itās a game,
And if you give it ten minutes more, man,
Youāre gonna feel the same.
First I felt a cold chill.
I beheld a serpentās stare.
I was losing my will,
Frightened but still
I trusted the wind like a leaf in the air
So I stood like a stone,
And I felt all alone.
And the moment that I
Felt the shadow inside
I knew I would never see home.
Cause she told me to wait.
And she said itās a game,
And if you give it five minutes more, man,
Youāre gonna feel the same.
She said she had what I need,
And knew my depths of desire.
I felt the pit of me stir
When I knew Iād prefer
To blindly believe that she wasnāt a liar.
She picked my pieces apart,
Then she poisoned my heart.
And thatās when I knew
That nothing was true
I cried out inside and I begged for the start.
I was a puddle and pile
Thatās when she turned to smile.
With the sweet on her maw
She saw what I saw.
I thought she wouldnāt be back for a while.
But she told me to wait.
And she said lifeās a game.
And if you give it one minute more, man,
You can get up
And follow
The tracks of my train.
You know, she told me to wait.
Then she said itās a game.
And if you give it ten seconds more, man,
Youāre gonna feel
Youāre gonna feel
Youāre gonna feelā¦
The same.
Another song option. Went with this one as a break from the depressing stuff. This is less personal and more academic, perhaps? Written(/sang) end of October ā22, while feeling the spirit of the season and reflecting on the nature of vice and addiction.