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 Jul 18
MacW
I still want to know if youre okay
Your window is always open
Every time it is, I pray
Pray you didnt do something that hurts you
Pray no one ever again hurts you
I hated myself for loving you
I hated you for loving me
Staring out at this grecean sea
Its strange that I finally see
We may have been right
But we werent ready
I may have caught myself in a web of lies
I have caught myself admiring your eyes
I'm not sorry for falling in love
I'm sorry it was the wrong time
I'm sorry for loving you
I'm sorry for pretending I didnt
I'm sorry I hated myself for loving you
As much as I hated you for loving me
I wrote my letter
Every word trying to bring back the boy i once knew
Just the friend side of you
And you did.
And I was afraid.
Thank you.
I was tangled in my memories
Now i get my mind back
 Jul 18
MacW
I'm not sorry for falling in love with you
I'm not sorry for ending things
I'm sorry, I did still love you
I'm sorry I still love you
I cant keep my eyes to myself
Your body
Your brain
Your hair
Everything is irresistible
I hate myself for loving you
I hate you for loving me
I hate the way our eyes still meet in the halls
I hate the way you still look me up and down
With softness in your eyes
I hate the way I feel like,
Like I'm caught in a web of lies
I hate that I'm sorry
I hate you, I'm sorry
I try to look good for you
Even though I left
I still admire you
Even though I left
I hate myself for loving you
I hate you for loving me
We may have been meant to be
We may have gotten our dreams
But you weren't for me
I'm still so sorry
I'm sorry for loving you
I'm sorry for pretending I dont
I'm sorry I hate myself for loving you
As much as I hate you for loving me
The punctuation and lack thereof in the 3rd and 4th lines have some deep implications, reread until you understand.

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