i don't know what to say
when u say u miss me
do u miss the pain?
the sorrow?
u miss the comfort in our suffering

i am aching
ur voice is fading
from my memory
i am aching

cavetown wrote songs for us
i wish i could let u know
ur on my mind
do u see my smoke signals?
hoping i see urs too
i want to be worm food
without u

i cant wait to die
to rejoin the stars
and I will be with u again
my starboy

stick and pokes hurt
i couldn't finish it
the push and pull
half finished art
is everything a metaphor for us?

my wisdom teeth came in
but i keep thinking of u
i tongue at the wound in my gums
and taste u
the wisdom is knowing i can't be around u
but the pain makes me miss u

a blade
ur fingers
both sting dragged across my skin
i don't know who hurt me more
u or me?
all i know is
i ache to feel that touch