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 11h
Aasiyah
My soul heavy, chasing material desires
Frustrated by the iron chains that hold me down
Heavy on me,
sinking me
into hot
scorching
magma.

As I try to become more and more God-like,
I get filled with more emptiness
more nothingness
I cremate
into ashes
and scatter across the void

I feel the horror
and anger
and fear
and whatever it is
and an inability to understand.

I feel paranoid
and confused
and just wished it was all clear

I feel stupid

And I'm sorry.
I think I felt sorry for not understanding spirituality
 11h
Aasiyah
Out and about
random memories pop in my head
I just wander, feeling defeated

Trying to relax
sometimes I become distracted
by misty thoughts, thick like clouds

I become proud as my mind becomes silent
And walk away

Feeling the comfort and security
That nobody's thinking about me
 11h
Aasiyah
Dreams built of cloud and dust
All my fears corrode to rust
The past filled with pain and lust
There isn't a man that I can trust.

Leaving this world behind,
I don't need eyes to see
The truth is hidden from the blind,
but it is clear to me.

Developing as a whole,
being filled with emptiness,
I grew myself out of a whole,
A beautiful part of the abyss.

My eyes filled with love,
look into yours,
all I see is lifelessness
I'm sad that you can't see value in me
Misguided by your selfishness

To be great is a secret
Until that secret is revealed
I sweat and grit in all my labor,
hoping my beauty will be unveiled.

So let's cheer to this moment, let's sip some wine,
let's cheer to this lonely abyss,
for what it has brought fourth is so divine
that we must taste it's emptiness.

— The End —