I could see
Deep in your eyes
And still feel
the love
you have for me
but
unfortunately
you don't know
that you love me
so please
feel it someday

you are
my inspiration
to my poems
please don't go away
if you go away
my poetry
will fade away
and slowly
i will die
please stay
in my life
forever
please
let me live
to love you
all my life
please
let me live
to be with you
forever
please
let me live
to share
your pain
please
let me write
about
all the pain
you cause
inside my heart
please
let me write
all the wonderful things
i see in you
please
let me write
how much
you are loved
by this girl

I still love you

you said
that
i won't spend
my forever
with you
but
if i knew that
i will be
spending
my forever
missing you
every moment
i might have
reconsidered
before
letting you go
away from me

you mean
so much to me
that
i remember you
the most
when i am
really hurt
because
i know
you only
can hurt me
the most
with just
a smile
on your face
when you are
not fine

still trying
to heal
the pain
that you
left
once upon
a time

i thought
you were
my dream
but now
i realize
you were
my nightmare......
         -cutecrazy-

i am just
trying to
forget you
and
my stupid heart
is playing vice versa
           -cute crazy-

now
i don't miss you
like
i used to miss you
   -cute crazy-

"i love you" - is
the forbidden word
to my soul and my heart
      -cute crazy-

Seeing you not being there
I just pretend I don't care
even though I'm aware
missing you is not fair
yet I missed you rare
thinking of you - where?
holding my teddy bear
sitting in my favourite chair
Dreaming you would be here
wiping my one last tear
waiting for you forever
           -cute crazy-

I am over you
      And
I am moving on.....

Those sparkling eyes
were the secret place
in which I would like
to be lost forever. ...