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 Feb 2020
Marta
When you said „forever” did you really mean FOREVER
Was it just „i will love you until I still feel like it”
Was i just a „thing”?
Just a little „thing” to pass the time with
Was it just love for now not forever
Then why did you kiss me and let me catch feelings
If you knew from the start it was just a „thing”
Well for me it wasn’t just a „thing”
You were my love the person I fought I would spend the rest of my life with
Thats what you said, you said you wanted children you wanted to build a future with me
You made me fall so hard for you I would of done anything for you
Then it turns out I was just a „thing”
A little game that you liked to play
You liked to tell me these lies and then see me fall for them
You loved seeing me weak seeing me fall hard
The more you rolled the dice and the higher the numbers came up
You felt more power over me
And i felt more broken, more damaged
I didn't see you as a bad person I saw you as a loving person because I didn’t see your plans
I only saw you
But maybe I didn’t
Because if I saw the true you I would of ran away
But you wanted me to stay
Stay so close
Then drop me
Finally I cracked...

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