I got the word out,
I'm gay,
I'm a male,
I'm into males,
Girls decided, YAY GAY BEST FRIENDS,
Guys decided, ew ******
Everyone else had no comment
They didn't want to be rude,
But I could tell they thought I was disgusting.
I found him, the guy I wanted,
But he didn't want me.
I worked hard to get to him. But he wanted nothing to do with me

I try and try
And try and try again
To keep in touch with your perfect soul
But every time
I try,
I fail
And fail again

I lay under the sheets
In this cold room
While thinking about you
And thinking of all your perfections
And few imperfections,
But most of all
I’m thinking that about how you aren’t thinking of me

Into a deep sleep,
Even though I want more than that.
I want something that lasts longer,
Like death