Late last night i bit a bad boy,
showed him who is boss.
The shock on his face filled me with joy,
For the world, it was just on meaningless loss.
Now he lays asleep along the creek side,
Might have even fallen in and drifted down stream.
If he cared he probably would have tried,
He didn't even flinch or scream.

You are too self centered and conceded
Only one thing ive said or done has been about you
That is this and it shouldn't be needed
but i don't know how else to get it through
Music is music that's all it is
No hidden meaning behind the lyrics
With out you, or them is my Bliss
Its as simple as solving a Rubrics

I am not good with poetry,
and i am not good with speech,
i do not care for symmetry.
and if things are out of reach.
I know i do not speak clearly,
and that my hair is always a mess
but i do say this sincerely
and i could not care any less.
my grammar is bad
and my knowledge is absent
my mind is always sad
and im a little ancient
i can get to annoying
i understand that im immature
but thats what i am enjoying

I don't want to forget you.
i don't want to be forgotten.
the very thought of it puts me in this panicked state.
heart racing, sweat forming, scarred im losing you.
knowing im losing you.
moments away from being lost.
Heart aching, gut wrenching, mind spinning.
im broken and its all because of you.
that first look, was the hammer
the first touch was when it came down.
and then my world was breaking apart.
you snuck in, and i forced my way through.
all i was wanting was you.
i was being a child, only wanting that one bear because it smelt so sweet and irresistible, so fluffy and hug able. never wanting to let it go because it makes you feel so protected...

I wont be able to sleep again.
my mind wont settle down.
my heart wont give up.
but im trying my hardest.
my hardest not to forget you,
but my hardest to to get used to this.
Im all messed up.
and i dont know how to fix it.
i am not even sure if i want to fix it
to be honest,
the pain, is becoming my new home.
its what keeps me going everyday,
but it is also,
the thing that slows me down.
makes me stop with blank stares.