How could it all just disappear,
I've now realized my greatest fear,
No longer able to call you mine,
Guess I should of looked for a sign,
I should of known this would happen,
Something like me isn't meant for someone like you,
But still loving you is all I do,
Its in vain I'm aware of that,
Over me you ran as if I was a door mat,
Did it mean nothing to you,
I can't believe I had no clue,
I don't want to be hear,
So far form you while he is so near,

I wanna just close the door,

Hide under the floor,

It makes no since I know,

But I want to be somewhere that doesn't remind me of you tho,

Desperate as I am I'll end it tonight,
That way a happier life will be in your sight.
As I grip the picture of us against my heart so tight,
I say for the last time good night

Set it all to the side,
All the pain and sorrow you must hide,
Don't let the truth show,
Just smile and sind down low,
For he wants you no more,
And it hurts to the very core,
But to make him happy you must be a friend,
Who knows maybe you will be happy in the end,
Don't smile too much for the wrong message you might send,
He sets across from you,
You just smile because you don't know what else to do,
Your heart races when he smiles back,
But in his eyes something lacks,
He isn't sad or feeling forced now,
He is happy and you wornder how,
Then it hits you like a brick wall,
For a while that smile you haven't seen in a while,
You know that the only way he is happy is when he is away from you.
You run to the bathroom and cry BC thats all you ever do,
You look in the mirror and say the three words you never wanted to say,
"We are through" ,
Never again will it be Edgar and clay

Not here,
Nor there,
I call your name,
But the silence stays the same,

I need your presence,
For with out it my sorrow enhances,
An ache in my chest,
As i hope for the best,

Not here,
Nor there,
I look left to right,
Yet empty is my sight,

I cant find you,
I cant hear you,
Unsure what to do,
Who should i turn to,

With out you im lost,
With out you i have to pay the cost,
Alone I shall walk dazed and confused,
With out purpose with out my muse.

Summer has came,
And sumer has gone,
Nothing is the same,
It started with love and inspiration,
Yet ended in remorse and devastation,
Funny how just a few months everything can be changed,
Nothing in its place,
For life choose to rearrange,
Yet I remain hopeful just in case,
Maybe youll come home,
Maybe my love will be a bright enough light,
For a path back to me you might be showned,
So I'll keep my heart in your sight,
For you can never be sure,
For what life has in store,
For now I say good night,
Because my jealousy has started a fight,
How ever I love you more then you'll ever know,
And to sleep I'll go.