If I am
It's because I feel to think
And it's because I think to feel
Or maybe none of these

All I know
Is that I am doubtfully
Every suggestion,
Another question

Passion emerges soon enough
And soon enough it finishes
The intense lasting effect
Thus it feels so long

In passion we revive
In its collapse we die
I keep praying for it
Every day, every night

Its lust and lack of compassion
Makes me drunk and want more
Like a drug in my veins
Such fascinating and vicious lure

To look at yourself is like hell
Which brings heavens to your soul
After wars non stop
Battled in the interior

To look at yourself is to switch places
With others
Bettering yourself
To not make the same mistakes

To look at yourself is to get rid of vanity
**** and crude, you become
To see the truths
To be confronted

Silence stands still
My fear grows unlimited
Acquaintances hover around
Till wrecked after social rounds

Arrogance stands for silence, mostly
Though deep inside you're trying to fight it
Trying to not let silence set in
But your personality never gives in

Not many ever wonder what really goes inside
It's easier to fault others when insecurity arises
Easier to see outwardly, difficult to realize internally
It takes time and patience to know the other's internal reality

In the middle of the night
You were there, watching everywhere
I was so cold, but still you could reach out for my soul
Your eyes glowing with love, I could hold on

Remember the time we've met?
The most magical I've ever had
You were actually a cat
Then you've turned into a man

On sunsets we've met
On nights we've slept
Everyday was an adventure
Till I was pulled into a hole, to win the game of nature

Please, don't leave me here
I wish I could hear you in
But you just couldn't reach out for me
I was there alone and alone I went free

Night pervades light
I look into a rose
Her glittery petals
Invade me alone

Cold takes roots in my soul
Fascinated and in wonder
I leave nonsense behind
Life froze in eternal delight

The wind and mud invites me
My feet soaked in the earth
I come alive bonded to life
Through its mysterious signs